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Knocking about the City Part 1

After expiring meeting, I was dissatisfied with that conclusion, I couldn’t lay down my opinion which was never pulled through the advocated one by any other members, I in capricious feeling was knocking about the city around the building where I also stayed for meeting which was done few minutes ago.


And at last I reached so distanced area from the building my participating meeting was opened, when I looked around the area distanced area of meeting done building, where I’d never visited ever, never so few ones are walking around or staying around there gadding about the district for each different aim, but never so few ones either was showing a little bit dissatisfied expression on their faces, I checked it so well at the moment.


By the way, people could be easily sympathized to the same conditioned ones whose object was never so fulfilled nor so never satisfied with their previous done acts, I felt that I could see so at that time.


Having setback, dissatisfaction to something make the one who is with these have sympathy to similar circumstanced ones if the one met the similar ones at the city square for a change temporarily or so momentarily after something was done in no satisfaction.


But, of course unless the ones whom we accidentally discover around the city square or the corner of it was never so risky atmosphere one nor hateful behaving ones, we first can be in a feeling to have a sympathy to the one.


In other words, so seen friendly even it would be okay just pretending or in an atmosphere like so, and seen gentle behaving one and with the dissatisfied expression is the absolute condition to be sympathized by so similar circumstanced ones of course including me.


Only that kind of atmosphere made by the one must have a good trustful impression and reputation implicitly held by the similar ones with either so depressed dissatisfaction.


Similar but so seen softened kind one makes the similar ones on the corner of the city on their minds so secretly even if together only eye contacting or just looking greeting was done, that impressionable images they make always trustworthy on the street spots of our daily routine working days.


Namely only so mild impressive ones were referred to be plausible to be honest in dissatisfaction with disappointment or despair.


Behaving contains either acts, expression of face, manner, etiquette or kind of these tiny things.
If the dissatisfied feeling ones with gloomy but so hateful and disgusting seen behaving ones, they must be distanced or so evaded by other ones even if they either has dissatisfaction or discontent on their minds.


In other words, with their first impression, some ones’ dissatisfied depression would be regarded as their responsible effect, for the observers in the city environment.


Dissatisfaction has both status in the gap with understandable one and never so sympathized to any other onlooker, making them attributed to their daily behaving and manner or so kind of character.


All border whether we would be advocated to our own dissatisfaction or not would be sustained to each responsible choice to show our behaving and expression in depression, so resentment holding hating one must be frightened by any other ones around that one.


We can conclude that if we want some bravery encouraging eyes by the other ones around us in sympathized emotion, only pretending so smartly but so naturally with clever intention to be sad or so kind of depressed would be so persuasive and effective to collect their many sympathies.
If we show extremely show our own expression and manner in anger and hostile emotion to the other ones except each of us, we would lose all sympathy from the other ones.
On the contrary, so honestly performing so sad emotion with whole body, we would never lose the trust from the other ones so completely. Coz people are apt to evaluate the other one’s character with first impression, shown to them.


But, even if we can share a sympathy to the other ones together or so mutually, who come across so accidentally, our holding own individual affairs or so problematic things must be left to us still.
But individual human relation as off time net must be found on the corner of the city either when we are knocking about the city spaces.


Eventually we get anytime demerit or disadvantage so unnecessarily, when we are never careful to our own expression and behavior to the other people on the street spots.


(to be continued)


(July. 4, 5th. 2019)