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Sea of Woman Part14 Women’s Conspiracy⑩

When I was arbitrarily thinking of that female soldier, spontaneously spoke to me subsequently.
“That time I was doing so bad to you. That time you felt so painful, but we all were trained so much, thus, we can faint anybody in kicking so arbitrarily but we either can do it in no damaging with sequala after hitting, as giving no aftermath to anybody, you are now never so feeling bitter, aren’t you?”
I receiving her explanation, quickly tried to touch that back of head, and softly stroked there, coz my bound condition allowed me trying it so easily in loosened in moving my hands, at this reality I was so guaranteed my human right in spite of being in unfortunate situation to be confined, I tried to make me clear so intentionally.
After I, stopping my hand move, in confirming never so painful, I again waited for her responding talk.
Then, woman soldier to me,
“Anyway, you woke up after swooning for so long hours, you must be so hungry, I already make my soldier ready for your dinner, after few moments, she would serve it for you. Coz I would never be able to let you go freely, sorry for you I feel so, but for some period, until my superior officer could tell me some order, we ask you confined only at this facility, coz its building is only for our policing human relation and gender checking for the one like you, it’s a little bit so cheaper excuse to you, but we take only you now, ordinarily we’d never passed the confinement like now you, until now, this facility has originally set athletic club and TV watching room, listening to radio programs or music or so so freely, also you can use the spur attached bathroom.
By the way, around the outside of this facility must never be watched, then you can watch only monitor picture at room, bed, dining kitchen, you can use them either, so freely, as you like you can cook anything and other servants each time you need, soon comes to you for serving your requesting towels, soaps, or anything for your daily life for staying here, please take it easy, in spending your time for a while.
But, what I want to tell you is one thing, it is that your any trial to escape from this facility would be fruitless, coz any member staying and standing by here must have trained before taking on a mission for standing by this facility, so tough and hard for demonstrating their skill in emergent situated routine power, even the ones who serves for you in no exception, you should never attempt to hit them down, now I tell you so only for your safe staying here, alright?
Our treatment to you is never be decided yet, at least in spending here, you can stay so relaxed, only in this facility.
This facility is just built only for my use, anytime as I like I can contact any member who are so well-trained to position especially at the location you can easily imagining so easy to escape, so arbitrarily and discretionarily, you should never do it so easily, I kindly warn you now.
If you would feel so inconvenient in this space, you can ask anything as you like, by the way from now on only your forcibly confined now situation would be emancipated my soldier soon will take you to your ordinarily staying room in this building, anyway I constantly make my ones watch you so carefully, if you want to get out from your room, you can ask them to take you to appreciate your favorite movies in set screen room, or you can make them accompanied with you, so easily, in other words, you can move to anywhere so arbitrarily nor freely by yourself, your freedom is just restricted only to move in this facility never getting out from here, alright?”
I caught her words, each word so carefully in a situation as if I become the King or so surrounded by all men and women in loyal castle or so, and only with its condition I can move to anywhere, my association easily reached that images in my brain.
However, so certainly I knew that style freedom was just the slavery condition never essentially free condition.
That soldier woman was continuing her explanation, either she told me that as I like any books or so would be easily served to me, and she showed me a thick book list to me that time, and said,
“The same book to this is readied for your room too, then you can use it and anytime you can ask other soldiers watching you.” to me.
“Any other question?”
Woman soldier asked me, I soon replied in question to her, saying,
“When I ask something, how am I going to do it?”
She quickly responded to me, talking to me,
“At each moment, you might call the one standing by the outside to watch you over the door from your room and tell anything to that one.”
Then I had no idea to call her, thus, I asked her,
“When I ask something to you, what am I call you from now one?”
Then she responded to me saying,
“Please call me FB86.”
Only so, and addition to it,
“If you have no idea to ask something, no matter when you like to do, you can call me. Now I have to do the remained routine job, I’ll go back to my desk again.” And went out from my confined room.
At the same time, another woman soldier was crossing her and contacted me, getting into my confined room,
“Here we go to the room for you, from now on.”
After saying so, she loosened my tight bind on the desk, she had a notice to me who were so exhausted in bound, for a long time she attempted to massage my body with my shoulders, neck, waists, and rims of my hands and feet, as if
doctor does to patient. She did it all over my body with any part except my legs and hands either.
Because her massaging technic was so splendid, like a professional massage doctor, my body’s blood circulation became so better soon, my feeling perfectly regained my energy and I was taken to the room readied for me by that another woman soldier, I was guided in walking all around the vast space of that building.
I at the time completely lost my emotion and desire to stay away from there, escaping all of them coz my resistant emotion was so shrunk by their services so much and just I obeyed their forcible guidance, with no feeling to go against them.
(to be continued)


(Aug. 2nd and 3rd. 2019)