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Life is Tough, Tough it’s So Wonderful

Form of cloud is seen so diverse at one location with particular picture, its appearance must be seen only at the place, the one who is there only can see the from of clouds, any other place’s picture is so differentiated.


Same clouds seen at another place is each perfectly different from these now seen to me.


Clouds themselves have no idea around themselves seen to anybody, but human is never so.


They all anytime are in consciousness how they each are seen to all other one, its thing easily turns to vanity and nervousness in their mind.


If we could be as if clouds have no idea how they are seen, we’d be so easy and no worry nor no anxiety.


Life is next to next confronting completely distinctive situation, we could never free from its real, until we individually die.


But another day, we must be awoken to that we always are anxious and embarrassed by what we privately experienced, witnessed the other day we privately could never forget, but all those spots and situations are just only present to each individual memory on mind nobody knows except the one, then nobody except that memory holder must never be careful.


Though, we always are trapped to so small min1dful things. It has no way to solve, so sorry, but sometimes we should imagine clouds way to be.


Form of cloud, and its color minute by minute subtly changed to somewhat shaped or colored only its moment has, that sort of landscape, as scene seen to me at just one moment could be known only to me.
Of course, clouds themselves have no idea how they could be seen by some presence but them.


If we would attain own any memorially unforgettable persistence in mind nullified, we must become absolute free King in human world, of course, if we each demand and want to be that status.


Even if we are surviving in so small world and many things could annoy us, so imperturbation to make own mind constantly calmed in peace, that fulfilling must make us absolute winner in world, of course it must never be connected to really winning in game or race, nothing must be connected with its absolute victory, coz it must be so personally and privately, and only they are so absolute.


That fulfilling one is never presider to all others nor being presided by any presider, neither, it’s only winner to myself, just only so, as the absolute precious to probably anyone.


When we swim in the city looking for its meeting to myself at each moment and each corner we come across, if only nothing to be worried would be met, that one could get so free life’s day anybody hardly can get.


Even only for knowing it, walking in so crowded at Sunday sunny day’s street means so much to us privately.


Coz if we all do so, and only light mind would be left to own memory, at the moment we could surely know that life is tough never to be so unattainable in mind, though it’s so wonderful, even if we would be privately worried of something, that day’s walk must provide us at least possibility to survive in surely exact own future.
(Oct. 27th. 2019)