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Where is the Absolute Truth? Part1

No choosing idea nor measure only fulfilling object ordinarily is never better, but rarely sort of the case must exist, but even it would never be eternally effective, in other words, no eternally ideal way to deal with everything must exist.


Coz our life and society in phenomena must be mortal, only being itself must be immortal, coz being itself must never be vanished, unless universe is vanished to be none.


Our emitting any amount of CO2 must impact our earth’s environment.
Warm winter’s habitual contemporary society as a ship on the ocean has no obvious destination, only what we can is anytime try and error, from the beginning, human-being must have never held obvious ultimate object to survive, hence we must be in worry about our future, and walk step by step, bit by bit in wondering, but only it must be indispensable behavior and with it we can act so properly, whatever we are facing.


It is why we are mortally destined being’s justified reason.


But society potentially seduces all citizens have individually arbitrary favor in consuming every convenient tools and vinyl or plastic as throwing all wastes to incineration facilities.
Coz it’s capitalism’s orthodox principle, but it must be so danger.


Even if we set the absolutely appropriate measure never to output all contradictions, it must be so temporary and immediate response to urgently coming crisis.


But, despite of it, if we completely are having any future prospect, either that case must pull never so better outcome to us.
In other words, we all are extremely evenly awaked to every sequel to and in our future to next.


We all are never be able to free from our natural environment, but simultaneously we all are never be freeing from our words as indispensable tools to manage our own society, even if it might have made our own struggle mutually.


Words’ order and nature’s order in excessively huge gap, it means so much, anybody is at a rate, noticed to it, more or less, but its gap must never be embedded forever, but with its idea, we could its contradiction’s analysis either, in it we must find some so precious truth, coz we are probably the sole animal to deliberate own life and death.


But eventually either our potentially indwelling instinctively physiologic reacting must be seen so graver, of course it must be known to anybody, but its thing’s truth’s analysis needs so tough deep thinking.


Just we are either just all animals mutually, thus its savageness we usually forget must never be vanished by ourselves, thinking it so reasonable means either our savage character.


Hence, reasonable truth, our emotionally demanding mind to need songs in being heard, listening to, or singing alone or together, each distinct aimed thing must tell us something, anybody want to sing a song alone only in mind or as soliloquy mumbling with lyrics or shouting on the top of mountain absent of anyone with song melody and lyrics. But sometimes we need to sing together so naturally both matters are each particular but synchronically so relevant either.


Appreciating drams with actors and actresses’ performance playing is either, dancing or so, so diverse method to be for a change to us.


Contemporary society has a distinctive character to make our thinking forcibly in staying together with precisely minute data for moving society, in keeping company with all convenient machines with AI and its outputting big data in an object to output appropriate index for referring in terms of object setting to us as company, laboratory or governmental bureau or so.


All these systematic disposal’s management and controlling must need moreover so bigger amount of energy, but its energy consuming must be suppressed at minimal unnecessary number to destruct environment.


But simultaneously recovery to be with our original savagely impulsive power in reduced to us with our reason could be substituted to immanent deep thinking, even having occasionally immediate occurrent things in dealt with cushioning us to it in relieving dangerous trend and urging us to set readiness to all things due to happen, thus throwing all unnecessary things away must be necessary but simultaneously it should be done in curtailing energy.


In other words, we are all so reasonably so sophisticated in scheduling every future things, but at the same time we are all so ass-hole, and forcibly stupid in choosing everything, we enthusiastically are engaged in playing so much consuming so many things turned to waste, at the matter of fact we are all so contradictory presence in universe as the sole one.


Thus, why don’t we sneer at our owing everything, so cynically, we have, so far, no way but it, in relieving our tense mind.


Hence, laugh it out loudly!
We are just the clown in this universe, we are all probably the sole existence to know own extinction of ours, each one has each absurdity, but if we collect them all, possibly very good idea might have been born.


Just coz of it, sometimes we might take a notice to roadside blooming so small and pretty flowers with them possibly we would get a good idea, in so tough difficulty around global issue, with warming, and extremely segregating richness and poverty, in economical moving situation, economy must be itself just another creature, it must never obey economics, it must be the truth.


Economics are mission to be done in solving all gaps, but it must never have any the best method, thus economics issue must never be segregated to other all issues.


Our mind is apt to be irritate to all these difficulty and invite the excited anger to all ones who are potentially the one to be an enemy, but that suspicious mind must really only with numerous unnecessary things given with flood information, we are all ass-hole to love trivially small gossips, but any media has a tendency to inform only shocking things as the preceded topic, but that things’ afterward matter must never be ignored and next to next only so shocking incidentally happening thigs would be informed and reported, its realty must irritate our nerves consistently never making our it recess, it’s either absurd matter to us.


So, otherwise, possibly absolute truth would in our demanding mind have irrelevant our illusion, rather anytime we are noticed only to dinky matter so privately thus we everlastingly could never stand at transcendental positioned reason.


Of course, we should have obvious ideal, but either sometimes so cooler attitude or mood, we should be accompanied with mutually.
At the matter of fact, it would be either so contradictory, but no way to have nothing but it so far.


Cooler attitude rather promotes us in necessity to have passion, coz cooler attitude means paradoxically meaningless daring to be completely nonsense, but even so absurd nonsense must be needed to us, for a change and switching our idea in updating to another routine, daring to exclude any not nonsense idea, cos commonplace ideas or so sort of only clever idea must output in making us lazily bored to everything, cos it must tell nothing but exhaustion, we positively need absurdity.
These mindsets are just adjusted to either policy, behavior, habit.


But it must be so difficult, coz our society by itself hardly permits us to do, so easily. Society’s order has no idea to have nonsense as leeway or positive emptiness.
Thus, let’s make our chance to become so foolish with our own effort!


Mind relief could be gotten to us only with its trial.
Coz only refreshing our mind, repelling stereotyped ideas all once again, that acting could make us forget any anxious mind as the unnecessarily motivated harmfulness of us, being attached only to conventional customary reaction, but we unnoticeably get them all in busy life.


Palindrome concocting, or pun, that would be either a good way for its meeting. Of course, it is just a tiny example.
(to be continued)


(Nov. 7th. 26th. 2019)