Memory is seen so beautiful coz remembered things would heve never be changed to anybody.
What never be changed means what never be able to change to us.

But future is different.

Now being here, being present means it is made of awareness to be in duration since the past time.

However, the future makes us surrounded by anxiety.
Because anytime we can be ascertained only to be alive until now by ourselves, then as long as we have a memory, these matters never slip away from now, but the future is completely different.
In the future, now and I was slipping away from being itself.

What here is always now means being alive foe me, and what there is always now is made of only here in consciousness, there must never be made by anything but here.
Thus, if here must never be present, only there must be present, it means never being for us.

The future is yet none, then we cannot remember it.
What we can remember means yet anything must never be now as the proof.

Thereby toward the future, we always have to do something by ourselves.

The future must never have anything about the matter to be remembered and in reminiscence.
Thus, anything must rely on only you.
In other words, everything must be made up your mind, you have no room to say something is beautiful.

What can never be changed means remembered things and those are equal never be changed by anything forevermore, and only it is the past fact.

What to be changed is only now, and what to be done at now at a rate only is going to the future.
Going to the future means that what we would meet at some time must never be unknown yet now.

Now is consistently what to be changed, what to be in changing constantly.

Being alive means changing anytime constantly, being alive and concerned to now anytime we can change means that we have no room to remember something as memory.
It means that we are anytime so anxious.

But simultaneously it must be so interesting.
Memory is consistently beautiful to all things, but the future is completely different.

In ther future, you might have been absent, otherwise, being absent might have meant me.

Just coz of it, let’s take now as the matter only what we can change everything by ourselves so precious.

Coz, if we might have been changing everything only we can do now, at least toward the future, at least now could never have become anxious, necessarily.

(Jan. 27th. 2019)