Apostate traveler’s crossroads are so windy and lack of fire.
All apostates’ mind is out of the blue so pure.
Coz all orthodox idea followers’ mind is so tactful, but renegading mind truly on the contrary should be protected by God’s gentleness.

But actually, real society must never react them as if Lord does them.

Renegades’ life is so tough, too shabby to keep so warmer comfortable time spending in winter, despite of it, any crossroad must be filled with pious believers and renegades are in fusion with no recognition and discernment to real believers.

The one who helps myself is always made of myself helping to the one.

Any renegade must pretend truly honest believer. They all gather to rich crossroad, but it is usually at a downtown.
Many renegades are combined with true pilgrims.
Pilgrims line is so long, but sacred capital contains both believers and renegades.

Crossroad must vanish mind’s internal contrary direction mutually contradictory, according to coldness of midst winter, their true believing mind and pretentions makes no discernment.

But only one thing can make accord both pious believers and isolated renegades usually home, its absolute gentleness.
Because, only the ones who have distinctive bitter suffering in absolute isolation can be utmost so gentle not any outcast.
Only at this absolute truth, God must never forsake both two, and only it must be so last-ditch bargaining chip for all human-being’s almost death corner.

Satanic renegade’s evil is just like so pure-hearted Angel’s heart, I can feel so recently.
He only is so essentially gentle, kind, affectionate, namely he just by himself dare to make him heel.

Contemporary society’s survivors are all in state that for anybody, real world is so awfully remarkable examples really take place in any spot so frequently in world making extraordinary speedy changing making us abandon all interested things so slowly making us unconsciously changed in mind, and moreover addressing with only so exciting things and items which could be characterized as so fictious been so cheaper at a glance but afterward we’d spent so much amount of consumption, coz for all of us, only really happening things are so impressive and seen so grave, really so, but never permitting us have so everlasting valuable matters with forcible situation by world global trend.
Only shocking incidental reporting is usually more exciting and crucially stronger to impressive mind of us, that sort of every single day we spend usually.

Anyone can feel that only thing synchronically shared together to us is noticeable, but private interest must be hidden in mind, that pressure must be existing in social public spaces and field, we have that sort of obsession either.

Hence, rather even a mutineer, rebel, or traitor can be so wonderful hero, so paradoxically, especially in stoic ceremonial atmosphere, never at the moment to be alone in front of solemn thing, so publicly in gathering so officially and formally.

So that for anyone at the rate, now world for all of us is just lesson to all in terms of an intention to make us awoken to that absolutely we are all even as so tiny weak thing.

Now either makes repetition with both so colder days than past days for us, and so hotter days than those, in hard contrast and own bad conditioned body holding together.

Although, either social and world political with military danger, and crisis have no omen to be soothed, yet.

However, all renegades mutually irrelevant never be able to join together at one movement or activity in world, but at every corner of the earth, with no recessing constantly heading for someplace-else, and do something alone and nobody take a notice to each of them, for them only no noticed nor respected indifference of other all ones to their action is probably a pride, and hidden medal for them.
(Jan. 16, 17th. 2020)
(to be continued)

Note; At someone’s behavior is seen as if so outrageously offending to any orthodox, in an atmosphere, that impression is unreasonable never too candid to have no chance to regard the one as so good, yea, even completely contrary true aspect must exist, for anybody is so, nobody is noticed to them, but somebody might have been noticed to the one secretly, presumably so that kind of matter is possible, but immediately that thing is forgotten but possibly somebody at a flash shorter than a second, could remember it, and forget it again.

Renegades can be defined as seen so in an atmosphere, but actually truly publicly seen renegade is the ones who change their usual behavior out of the blue, constant blunt behavioral ones are never so risky in public.

Of course, what I described was latter ones, they are all genuinely immanent renegades. They surely exist in world with any corner of locality.