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I wanna Own Your Love (again) b.

This essay title resembles accidentally Ms. Dua Lipa's own beautiful song title, "Love Again". But you are very well friendly with older devas with not only her but also Ms. Mae Muller, Ms. Camira Cabello or so, that entertainment circle own warmer conmradeeship is at least to me as lone wolf so seen respectful. But if I was meeting Ms. Lipa, she probably is very womanist in own beauty, I would fall in love with her, that hunch is easily made in my own mind with some expectation.


By the way, I day by day write my own espionage series novel, and to it, if animation project will be given, I absolutely ask you to the role of theme music song for the masterpiece. Because you had already made one movie masterpiece as 007 series theme song, thus you are already very veteran. 


Anyway, to you, like me as the very older one for you must have been so nasty and troublesome matter at least to your own age, you know. Certainly than you I am very older and to your mother, I am older, but to me, some probable chance to get your own love won't be zero. Because now very younger you will get older in your own future. 


After all, your belonging civilization zone in English is so convenient that you all with American, British, or Canadian are all very easily mutually contctable, thus very mutually advantageous, you know. 
And mind to you who are very fascinating at least to me is just never so easily abandoned object and my own life view, you know. In frank, no other lady, girl, woman is at least to my mind, not that noticeable object but only easily witnessing and so soon forgettable abject for me, you know.


Anyway, in fact, I am in very another zone different from yours, nevertheless you and I are in the same dinensional global informative networked reality, you know. That definite factual truth can tell me so constantly, the message is on what after all we will be on the same orbit running. To some mutually convincing reality extent, you and I are obliged to be in the same orbit, even if we won't have any contact, because through this site usage mutually shareable global reality, we must be obliged to contact with some media in mutually deep or shallow concern to another, so after all, accidentally, and partially necessarily consequently. 


Simply I want I will watch your own activity, in same orbit, no other idea so far will come to me, now.


(Irregularly continued)




Mar. 27th.    2024

Triangle Structural Nature Analysis, Surplus Provisional Presence a.

Square has stable nature, on the other hand, triangle has imbalanced own nature, neverthless, alternative stable or unstable.


That unease nature intrigues our own mind. In other words, sometimes, felt so stably, but at another time, so unstable uneadily felt your own nature, occasionally is intriguing, but sometimes irritates me so much. 


Those natures must be derived from installing or putting conditioned decisive power mustn't it?


In this regard, somehow we can feel or occasionally clearly interpret that triangle form thing must be so identical with our own mind, in terms of life idea, view totalled some notion. If it could be notion, but not that smaller, never yet, very deeper wounded own memorized some hurt heartaches part memory, to it, nobody could try to confess to anybody, and knowing it so well means us some initiation around recognized by any other one but us as myself.


Nobody has truly square minded own stiff stability at least at keeping only stably easily recollective, the half acknowledged taboo mind is our own human mind identity. 


And, human mind shape must be almost to anybody, only some small or big distorted droned own triangle, never square conditioned, that's the human presence belonging proof to us.


To some our personal infference necessity extent, otherwise our own reality constantly never having any constant running, only the uncertainty overshadows, nevertheless, on the other hand, to it, nobody sincerely has not so negatively seriously taking mind, that unidentified optimism could manage us all, to some extent, implicitly. Those own reality coveralls nature manages us, and the feature could be symbolized through triangle owning form symbolizing reality.


Thus, triangle could be the own signified shape to us around promoting our mind into own as sociable consideration and imaginable analysis. 



(Irregularly continued)






Mar. 27th.     2024

My Country’s Mental mode, Life and Literature to Myself 2.

My country has no manner to debate nor have mutually trial to undesrstand true idea in mind for convincing united gathering, that traditional manner by itself is basically absent from.


In other words, my ethnic people mind has no truly mutually understanding any other one is lack and absence. Because nobody tries to understand other one's true mind, because in this country, at least at group keeping, each mind is not that integrally interpreted, but everything should be done on implicit regulation. 


Thus, basically, this country's own regulation is constantly unwritten law, thus, this country has no true argument. Everything should be done only according to mutually implicitly regulated atmosphere. 


Common understanding and mutually approaching effort are absent from in this country. Thus in this country, only mutually interfering with each other only is unwritten, implicitly regulated. Thus, in this country, only next definition can fall under, that is, this country is on absolutely mutually unconsciously regulated manner at indifferently no interfering to each other.


Some kind of lazy atmosphere favorable habit and own inertia dominates this island. The thing is easily replaced with that this island common sense consists in indifference around any neighbor citizen, because this land has no Christianity idea and the thing gives this nationalities own common sense. That is only no intervention, no interfering to any other one, thus at each community, only no interfering manner is fixed.


No individually ideological thinking taboo had been spent for long decades millennium, thus necessarily, subjective judging mind has not that nurtured in popularities. The circumstance is in fact to my country truth. 


However, that some kind of obedient nature implanted this nationalities future otherwise will have done another potential positively regarded developing possibility so credibly, these days, I have the idea so certainly. 


(to be continued)


Mar. 27th.     2024