Certainly, as usual, Mr. Charlie Craig stressed me as his own worldly remark, e.g. our own surviving social democratic community and the order must be only arbitrary as well, because after all, our society by itself is constantly interimly identified very vague ambiguous presence, nothing but it is intrinsically truth. Thus after all, the witepuller like him must never be erased from this carnality dominant human society. Certainly he could be one of defeated dog on the earth. Nevertheless, even to me as not that certainty could have been attchef on my own life philosophy, his all doings could have been seen some ironical stingy message to those days whole human presence, that remark was recently outputted in my own immanence, as the key to hideaway from nastily complicated human networked jungle, that remark on me was some strange kind of sympathy, because if I was the one who had been conditioned and situated at the similar typed hoped genius pioneer around those days Silicon Valley which must hope any future pioneer for changing the country, and in fact, even those days, U◯A is at least at the global economics operating role, the absolutely powered presence, and to the fact, in frank, any other country, nation must have no objection, thus even if there could be the ones who once were hoped at the elite summit, but in harsh race, had got severe setback, even if the one was once dropped from ordinary orbit, the one could have another proceeding road, and for Craig, those clandestine dirty business undertaking role was solely left on him, those days,and to him, only the role must have been the best option. Because he didn't become B◯ll G◯t◯s. Not couldn't become, but didn't become, because in fact, to our own social community, any role must have been fixed at irresistibly necessary consequences abiding facts in fixation. 

Approaching Sophia's delivery of her and Vito's own the first child, my own role expiring period days were approaching, as well, at least to me. 

At one pirate tasty insertion to me terminal, Craig by himself told me that what I had hoped at my own future must be only illusion, because my future hope of heading for R◯ss◯◯ was surely my hope to meet again, to Tania, but ordinarily true love could be anticipated at least to not only beautiful woman, but also only honest woman, very long period no contacted guy will have no any moved mind for woman thing, nevertheless if I wanted to have reunion her as Tanya, what made you so, that was Craig's own questioning to me. Yes, surely Tania must have contacted another guy in her original native home country R◯ss◯◯, and in fact, these years the country had been atrocious conditioned reality in which mad swamped long years warefare and economic stalemate and mercilessly miserable attacked event by I◯ or so. 

But at least to me, because Inwas never so younger one, meeting her again was never aimed to have another man and woman life. But rather it must not be mutual confirmation around those days our own wonderfully recollective things, but more as mutually one global citizen, only life necessary greeting will be hoped from the bottom of our hearts, of course, that could be my absurd hopeful ephemeral anticipation or wishful thinking. Nevertheless, that was never absolutely the situation to avoid, because in our own immanence, mutually very wonderfully irreplaceable memory of Paris, to each other. Once upon a time in Am◯r◯c◯, very popularly watched one movie masterpiece was made and appreciated by many adult ladies and gentlemen, that was "C◯s◯bl◯nc◯”.

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After all, according to my own investigating result, Craig had networked his own conspiratory business strongholds recently mainly at Ir◯n, and, necessarily, for him, at least for obtaining the most stable route to commerce both to West sided camps necessity and East sided camps one, and not only the strong pipe with Ch◯n◯, but also R◯ss◯◯, the country had been the most advantageous base. Though Z was ordering me to investigate any kind of his networking route, and the country was for Sophia, originally settled one. Her own pedigree families had been interspersed at very many regions from Middle East to Eastern South Asian countries. That he been advantageous for securing their own ethnic identity as well as K◯d◯sh. Her ancestors home was intersperse at those whole countries, thus her delivery will be the most wonderful event for whole her own families, additionally, she will have for the first case as It◯ly and J◯p◯n, as Vito's family, those pedigrees will have the confluence point. That was for both families, the most joyful event. After all, to me the sole mission was informing Z around my own resignation and handover with Sophia, of course, at very earlier days, I already informed him my own intention to go to R◯ss◯◯, the left duty was only when I will resign. 

Anyway, at the case for me to enter R◯ss◯◯, only the route to from Ir◯n, Az◯rb◯◯j◯n, and once, I will enter R◯ss◯◯, to head for St. P◯t◯rsb◯rg will be relatively easier, even if I will need some clever evasion around any nasty jeopardized situation around war between R◯ss◯◯ and Ukr◯◯n◯. Thus, still staying A'quil guidance around locomotion will be necessary at least after once I will enter Ir◯n, thus, even if delux liner pickpocketing operation will be executed by Craig's conspiracy, the thing could be dealt with by Vito, even if his wife Sophia will have delivery, Armad and Amburtum, those four members will stand still, around positioning themselves, at least originally Z commanding mission will have well done development and deployment as well, so smartly. In frank, my dutiful mission was once completed as long as I organized one very skillful and well trained supreme investigating and moving ranger unit. After resignation of me, Sophia will manage my creating team so well. 

Now that I had completed almost preparedness of any movable training at least around Craig's own pleasant criminal conspiracy, as delux liner cerebruties party, all missions should be handed over to Sophia after her delivery to her and Vito child, and my the sole left  condition for meeting Tania again was in frank, immediately after I will resign my own commander position made by Z, only gulping illegal transaction with Charlie Craig. Because the sole one who knew any kind of entering route to Tania staying country at least for me was only him, and Mr. Charlie Craig had worked out any illegally effective route around making our own locomotion, that will be the sole gate, at least afterward these days persistent warfare made by for the first time P◯t◯n, indeed. 

Tania's alival news was certainly confirmed until the last year fall, because when I had free time except engaged myself in commanded mission job, and in those freely given hours, O personally collected any data around proving Tania as being alive, but afterward, my own mission content had so busy days for persecuting any commanded content by Z.

In this country, this year, unexpectedly cold spring was dominating very long period. Though cherry blossom had been very finitely fruited, but almost flowers were half matured at blooming and any other condition had been only premature and even if full fledged bloomed state was made, so fortunately, serially made rainy days had diffused flowers into ground with gusting and raining. 

To me, next Craig's provocation to me to join with his illegal business will be accepted by my own hope to confirm Tania's concrete news. I had made up my own mind to make my own justice smeared by betraiyal after I formally tell my designating will to Z, the day will be approaching at least on my mind. 

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Apr. 13th.    2024

How are you my respectful Sir. Dylan? At the matter of fact, my own novel series as I once completed and for the present these days my own ability has been persecuted at this my own masterpiece. The one is my own fiction novel, "Natie and Billa Scottish/ Mutual Mind Road" and in it, my own fiction organized unit appears, that is Sir. Moondog organization, necessarily the road resident great music tunes creator Sir. Moondog was used as truly existing individual person. 

In fact, as one foreigner to ordinary American, my own view around US music activity is so envious, because that foot is very larger extent. E.g. local musicians number and activity is extraordinarily active and deepened in own penetration. These days own social situation abiding own music activity apperance is very active and very diverse. In frank, genre, category are not that the so credible standard to us, you know.

At least to me, in US, several tens of regendary great musicians had been active at least one age. The deseased list includes Sir. Luis Armstrong, Sister Rosetta Thirp, Billy Holiday, Ella Fitzgerald, Woody Gathley, Ray Charles, Fatz Domino, Maheria Jackson, James Brown, Johnny Cash, James Brown, Aletha Flanklin, Richie Havens, John Denver, and very exceptionally regendry Sir. Moondog, or so as well, so necessarily. These are necessarily except any alive one. 

After all, very larger extent foot of music genre and US own national atmosphere makes very useful competition with Canada, UK, Australia ad English spoken and used zone and France, Spain, Portugal and those languages abiding own music culture is made at very macro extent on the earth. Those all are in frank Christianity cultural religious zone, we could define. And more than genre, each personal message content and own claiming deepened degree and power are very remarkably credible.

Those rather uncertainty abiding idea and stance are rather so credibly natural. We human should not have maximal self confidence, so personally, because it merely means our own conceit. And you had known to it so well since you made you debut as one topically messenger conscious singer song writer.

E.g. to us, personally our own children are all other ones to some obliged extent, as well.  we by ourselves. We should not extremely believe ourselves than credible necessity, should not regard so maximally than necessity, so constantly. 

In other words, we personally should know that we all are inherently evil being, so personally and publicly as well. I am never exceptional, and you as well. E.g. to me, what I can have true mind when I face you and of Sir. Paul are mutually obviously diffrent, thus our own personality and identity are in fact, so fragile. And every feet literature giant must have described it so surely, as Stevenson, Allan Poe, Camus, Sartre, Robbe-Grillet, or so.

And that own our switchable nature is not multiple personal phenomenal nature, but very naturally given our own instinct. And you know the thing so well. Because your own lyrical words, messages creating road by itself has proved the truth. And after all, we all are constantly having mazed and irritated mind in no enough digestion. 

To some allegorical extent, music thing and literature thing are mutually borderless. You by  yourself on lyrical singing mind road must evidence the thing so convincingly. 

Anyway, I am younger than you, also from now on my own questing and questioning road for probing everything must have no end title display at least to my own mind until I will die.

Anyway, Sir. Dylan, please do not quit some your own skeptically questioning running on your own road, so forevermore!

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 13th.    2024

Queen smears at any not that noble popularity in any nation except Her own it. 

But beggars population is stably the top positioned, and only many birds can watch their own apperance.

Ever, Oscar Wilde described "Happy Prince" so skeptically describing his own nation with his ardent passion, but so stark, who was that Prince symbolized by him?

Unexpectedly, mutually seen irrelevant things could have own harmony, you know.

However, only birds can have no attachment to both Queen and beggars. Their own eyes are all indifferent anything except their own feeds.

Queen has no anxiety around her nation by itself in running any social condition, on the other hand, beggars are constantly having only social trend and their own life sustenance condition and way out from hanger.

Beggars are only creeping on the ground with soil, paved roads, empty fields, but Queen is only fed by whole nationalities and their paying tax, but beggars are never given the kind of them, but only crave some affectionate stranger passersbies own giving money or so.

Some kind of emblem or symbol for something means the case now I try using term Queen, as our adoring own presence as irreplaceable preciously regarded it is just Queen signified identity. On the other hand, not attending any nobility falls under beggars. And, symbol for not taking care, no having any conscious mind around any term usage is definitely given to bides. Those usage is definitely allegory. 

And popular literature masterpieces with Oskar Wilde or Edgar Alan Poe masterpieces usage of terms for any appearing thing means those usage application. Thus, this series are only for popular literature including fairy tales, fantasy novels or so, so frequently. 

E.g. at 20 Century Great Rock band, The Rolling Stones used their own album title with Beggars Banquet. And only birds can have no discrimination between Queen and beggars, otherwise, they have more stronger sympathy rather only to beggars, because they have no dutiful obligation around survival as not that stressful dutiful life mode can manage them all, though, rather birds are gathering around beggars rather than Queen, so necessarily, in fact, Queen has no chance to contact savage birds except intellectually necessary birds observation as academic object, they usually don't contact savage birds so easily, as the different from any beggar. 

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 12th.    2024