I had waited for Saddam's own informing content, after I dispatched him in Ind◯◯, because I had to cheat Charlie Craig around my hoping applicable route for R◯ss◯◯, as he tried to take my own locomotion and the route advantage of his own illegal business, he wanted my obtained any precious data around clandestinely controlled C◯A informative network. Necessarily, using general passenger airplane for ordinary business. Only local habitants using private route, only there, I will be able to evade Craig syndicate arresting of my body.

By the way, for us all who survives these days informatively highly technologically complicated systematized society, in frank, very extremely multiple personal apperance has to be attended to us, personally, thus necessarily our own apperance is after all made so multiple personal modus ponens, consequently, and now suppositively we try to define it as Cameleon personality society survival reality, nobody can evade the typed daily mindset for surviving our informative social networked jungle. If only tiny foolish nature could have been disclosed, immediately, any atrociously ferocious brutal one's own unreasonable assaulting can approaching our own reality. Those had been besieging my several years daily reality and that had bern extended as well to my operating team's any member. 

After all, my investigating object Craig and I together had been tiny marionette controlled by these days own severely informative networked global social reality, no other identity must never be fallen under on us, together. 

On the contrary, the one whose precious informative network was once stolen or lost by the oneself fault must be nothing but only amputated one.

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I by myself stayed at one small condominium building room at listening to Doja Cat songs through YouTube. My listening option at the moment was at "Vegas", one call was rung on, that was from Saddham at his those days staying zone as no clarified border zone for Ch◯n◯, Ind◯◯, and P◯k◯st◯n.

He spoke through inserted images at my terminal, "Those mountaneous zone temperature is easily switched, though passing border previously will need weather reported precise information, and I will procure so helpful Sherpa older man till you will come here I now stay." According to his report at those local zones for almost half month days, for making locomotion from Karacoram mountaneous ridge into Pamir plateau, some credibly helpful guide as Sherpa experienced old man will be necessary, though he at my dispatching mission period desperately tried to find the one whose ability falls under guide, one very seen credible one as sturdy old man was found by his effort. If the one and Saddam will be a comrade on the hardest locomotion on ridge, my moving days will be so helpfully easy.  Though, through international telephone conversation, I displayed him the greatest thanking emotion. 

After all, for entering in R◯ss◯◯, Iranian route usage will need Craig's seduction to me who will be involved with illegal measure and method as to his conspiracy, I will be survived, but Ind◯an route won't be so. Thus after knowing every circumstance from Saddam, my mind got some stably easy emotion again, so consequently. 

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 14th.   2024

Mind has no obscure state only at one second, because as long as we live being alive, no other idea but some intentionally regarded own idea e.g. sleepy, dormant, wanting to do some specific matter or so must be attended in our own immanence.

Except we are at coma, anytime we are constantly dominated by some specific minded ideas or so. Only mid can have own whimsical nature as well, it drags us into so complicated spirit, and in heavy suffering, some crazy state can be made.

We have some one definite idea, nevertheless, we simultaneously have another idea which could deny first idea in no contradiction, that is just as we are. To any nature nattended phase, day by day we arbitrarily switch true mind by itself, that very uncertain and ambiguous nind and idea is rather true mind on us, you know. 

Thus, true intention or true mind are rather illusion, we should regard so arbitrarily. Nevertheless, the mind wanting never that skeptically regarded idea, that typed emotion and desire are never abbreviated so effectively.

In other words, at least around what could be about our own thing, we can have some earnest idea, so conscientiously. 

Thus fundamentally we all are never easily deviated from our constant thinking and conceiving minded state, indeed. And if we are disorderly controlled by something, we only are dragged by only busily reacting necessity around serially receiving any working out edidentity.Tgough I

Though, if we are personally surrounded by so continuously assaulted own mindfully irritated dilemma, we should regard it as some unnecessary conditioned state tresspaseing occasion, thus we should reform or recondition our own ambiently besieging state. 

Definitely, we are never so easily made insanely posturing any unnecessary condition. Though if we personally perceive some unnecessary confusing discourse by any other one, we should regard the one as only interfering some wicked identified one. 

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 13 th.      2024

Certainly, as usual, Mr. Charlie Craig stressed me as his own worldly remark, e.g. our own surviving social democratic community and the order must be only arbitrary as well, because after all, our society by itself is constantly interimly identified very vague ambiguous presence, nothing but it is intrinsically truth. Thus after all, the witepuller like him must never be erased from this carnality dominant human society. Certainly he could be one of defeated dog on the earth. Nevertheless, even to me as not that certainty could have been attchef on my own life philosophy, his all doings could have been seen some ironical stingy message to those days whole human presence, that remark was recently outputted in my own immanence, as the key to hideaway from nastily complicated human networked jungle, that remark on me was some strange kind of sympathy, because if I was the one who had been conditioned and situated at the similar typed hoped genius pioneer around those days Silicon Valley which must hope any future pioneer for changing the country, and in fact, even those days, U◯A is at least at the global economics operating role, the absolutely powered presence, and to the fact, in frank, any other country, nation must have no objection, thus even if there could be the ones who once were hoped at the elite summit, but in harsh race, had got severe setback, even if the one was once dropped from ordinary orbit, the one could have another proceeding road, and for Craig, those clandestine dirty business undertaking role was solely left on him, those days,and to him, only the role must have been the best option. Because he didn't become B◯ll G◯t◯s. Not couldn't become, but didn't become, because in fact, to our own social community, any role must have been fixed at irresistibly necessary consequences abiding facts in fixation. 

Approaching Sophia's delivery of her and Vito's own the first child, my own role expiring period days were approaching, as well, at least to me. 

At one pirate tasty insertion to me terminal, Craig by himself told me that what I had hoped at my own future must be only illusion, because my future hope of heading for R◯ss◯◯ was surely my hope to meet again, to Tania, but ordinarily true love could be anticipated at least to not only beautiful woman, but also only honest woman, very long period no contacted guy will have no any moved mind for woman thing, nevertheless if I wanted to have reunion her as Tanya, what made you so, that was Craig's own questioning to me. Yes, surely Tania must have contacted another guy in her original native home country R◯ss◯◯, and in fact, these years the country had been atrocious conditioned reality in which mad swamped long years warefare and economic stalemate and mercilessly miserable attacked event by I◯ or so. 

But at least to me, because Inwas never so younger one, meeting her again was never aimed to have another man and woman life. But rather it must not be mutual confirmation around those days our own wonderfully recollective things, but more as mutually one global citizen, only life necessary greeting will be hoped from the bottom of our hearts, of course, that could be my absurd hopeful ephemeral anticipation or wishful thinking. Nevertheless, that was never absolutely the situation to avoid, because in our own immanence, mutually very wonderfully irreplaceable memory of Paris, to each other. Once upon a time in Am◯r◯c◯, very popularly watched one movie masterpiece was made and appreciated by many adult ladies and gentlemen, that was "C◯s◯bl◯nc◯”.

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After all, according to my own investigating result, Craig had networked his own conspiratory business strongholds recently mainly at Ir◯n, and, necessarily, for him, at least for obtaining the most stable route to commerce both to West sided camps necessity and East sided camps one, and not only the strong pipe with Ch◯n◯, but also R◯ss◯◯, the country had been the most advantageous base. Though Z was ordering me to investigate any kind of his networking route, and the country was for Sophia, originally settled one. Her own pedigree families had been interspersed at very many regions from Middle East to Eastern South Asian countries. That he been advantageous for securing their own ethnic identity as well as K◯d◯sh. Her ancestors home was intersperse at those whole countries, thus her delivery will be the most wonderful event for whole her own families, additionally, she will have for the first case as It◯ly and J◯p◯n, as Vito's family, those pedigrees will have the confluence point. That was for both families, the most joyful event. After all, to me the sole mission was informing Z around my own resignation and handover with Sophia, of course, at very earlier days, I already informed him my own intention to go to R◯ss◯◯, the left duty was only when I will resign. 

Anyway, at the case for me to enter R◯ss◯◯, only the route to from Ir◯n, Az◯rb◯◯j◯n, and once, I will enter R◯ss◯◯, to head for St. P◯t◯rsb◯rg will be relatively easier, even if I will need some clever evasion around any nasty jeopardized situation around war between R◯ss◯◯ and Ukr◯◯n◯. Thus, still staying A'quil guidance around locomotion will be necessary at least after once I will enter Ir◯n, thus, even if delux liner pickpocketing operation will be executed by Craig's conspiracy, the thing could be dealt with by Vito, even if his wife Sophia will have delivery, Armad and Amburtum, those four members will stand still, around positioning themselves, at least originally Z commanding mission will have well done development and deployment as well, so smartly. In frank, my dutiful mission was once completed as long as I organized one very skillful and well trained supreme investigating and moving ranger unit. After resignation of me, Sophia will manage my creating team so well. 

Now that I had completed almost preparedness of any movable training at least around Craig's own pleasant criminal conspiracy, as delux liner cerebruties party, all missions should be handed over to Sophia after her delivery to her and Vito child, and my the sole left  condition for meeting Tania again was in frank, immediately after I will resign my own commander position made by Z, only gulping illegal transaction with Charlie Craig. Because the sole one who knew any kind of entering route to Tania staying country at least for me was only him, and Mr. Charlie Craig had worked out any illegally effective route around making our own locomotion, that will be the sole gate, at least afterward these days persistent warfare made by for the first time P◯t◯n, indeed. 

Tania's alival news was certainly confirmed until the last year fall, because when I had free time except engaged myself in commanded mission job, and in those freely given hours, O personally collected any data around proving Tania as being alive, but afterward, my own mission content had so busy days for persecuting any commanded content by Z.

In this country, this year, unexpectedly cold spring was dominating very long period. Though cherry blossom had been very finitely fruited, but almost flowers were half matured at blooming and any other condition had been only premature and even if full fledged bloomed state was made, so fortunately, serially made rainy days had diffused flowers into ground with gusting and raining. 

To me, next Craig's provocation to me to join with his illegal business will be accepted by my own hope to confirm Tania's concrete news. I had made up my own mind to make my own justice smeared by betraiyal after I formally tell my designating will to Z, the day will be approaching at least on my mind. 

(Irregulaly continued)

Apr. 13th.    2024