Diary thing makes me write something like a poem and poem thing or poem taste in writing gets near diary script and some identified neutral thing hapens on my mind.

Just feeling somethig in me turned to felt thing could make me write somewhat another driven by something, necessarily.

Corona virus pandemic make me either own life as staying only at home so mainly, almost all the day, except for necessary shopping for survival.

Flat field with Taro, horse radish, corn, or so could be seen so easily at elsewhere.

Though, radio wave in unseen aspect visually for us flies around the local zone, through fields, factories, forests, parkng fields in private transportation company, hospital and a orchard beside a river and brooks, I walk around them, once a day, that's so amazing,

certainly very many information, I'd get through TV and internet, actually I'd like to wipe them out from my mind, however presumably what I've got many unnecessary things directly to me could make me feel these landscape I could see in going out from my residence, so beautifully, of course I can never go over my town, because of virus infection rate in enlargement.

After starting to walk around them again, its my act to meet many sites of my vicinity evokes my senier high-school student boy's commit a suicide I got to know through TV news report, as I listened to, that boy was fatigued with sickness in hard body pain, but presumably that boy might have had been despaired with now corona virus no-exit situation, having future view on his mind, I thought so. By the way, that boy student used his procuring gun made in Freedom Respecting country, from else-where, near that country stationing airforce base.

That thing picture suddenly passed through my brain as imagining in association of visual images.That news, I got through my small radio and when I was walking around flat local zone with feilds, there would be running radio wave of wireless communication, and if people go throigh around there, either corona virus is spread all around, these all are unseen, visually, and skin tangibly, but to oir brain, these impacts are seeming never so small, I can feel so.

In other words, eventually contemporary society otherwise would make us insane, excesssively half forcibly it makes us adapted only with materialistic convenient life, that reality remnds me of Woodstock concert and Bangla-Desh aid concert promoted by George Harrison, at the matter of fact, at former, I was 10 years old, at latter, I was twelve, these trials were to some steady extent, criticism toward contemporary world society's trend only driving us in convenient life, today I can look back to those days, and I feel so fecund instructive messages.
Surely contemporary society must provide beautifully arranged landscapes in whole world, except economically not so better condituoned countries, these things must be caused from economical giant countries' hegemony race, in other words, very extreme contrust between complicated transmitted information in flood to all over the world, and very neatly arranged beautiful sightseing spots, and otheewise, very roughly destructed jangles with Brazil, or Tasmania.
E.g. radio wave invisible impact to our brain certainly harms our mind, very spiritually sickened on mind. Nature landscape is strangeky outstanding among all artificially concocting devises and heavily busy information. That is outcome by speedy race of capitalism, I don't advocate communism, nor socialism, but at least in this distorted virus crisis, home, country's signification muust be revied with our spiritual mind.

With heavily forcible convenience of civilizatuon, we all are forcibly accostommed, that reality must rob us of many natural imaginations and creativity we need for making good future and good spirit.

Indegenous intuitive thinking and wisdom for survival was enfeebled from our mind as field of thinking subjectively.

Now very unstable caluminating race with gigantic two countries around totalitarianistic individual information gathering and censoring control as evil-mindedly taken into hegemonic advantage acqurement, political ideology with their calumination is taken into advantage of their hegemonic winning. that is pulling the cart before horse. Namely, our choice to every daily infra-structure must become so monotonous, from our life mode our subjective choice and spontaneous creative spirit, in other words, all our ideas originally should be each unique must be uniformalized in no awareness of our idea.

Only AI controlling society is really just realized, our free choice's biassed direction must have us bound to be controlled by worldwide occupying conglomerate and few numbers of dictators whole over the world.

Our naturally simple freedom is just plundered by systematic ideas only for contributing to systematic society with AI control and few numbers dictators, but they are only puppets by wirepullers of investors and speculators, however, either they are all just pupets by AI thinking circuit, in these other words, nobody is controlling these biassed situations, everything, all presence is just cotrolled by spooky wholeness, but its wholeness is illusion. 

After all, these facts as exceptionally conspicuos reality to us that almost all citizens in world have the same circumstance must make us all immovable from this situation. 
Value revision, reviewing is needed so necessarily.

Otherwise, we all are originally just gifted by Lord, very unique chance to discover our own inherent and congenial potential capability we've never sought after and yet found, in other words, we should discover truly fruitful findings for our bright future.

Now only through no hard changing nor no moving so freely, we must review them all, so each in lonely situation remotely.

At next chance to argue about today's issue, I now intend to discuss at this site about our freedom in true meaning and for obtaining it what we should do. Now just we can know that we all are disciplened to persevere all so stoicly monotonous life mode whole over the world, but we must discover our true freedom, we are evenly inexperienced crisis for surviving, but simultaneously that experience is the first experience for all human members, so synchlonically. In other words, we must discover newly updated freedom only in so restricted never abundant condition, namely, at very small hole, we must watch through it, only its thing could be said now.
(to be continued)
(Aug. 3rd.  2020)