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Consistency should be Arbitrary, not that Strictly Set a.

At very easily switchably easily convertible strategy should be made so consistently, the method must be the relatively convincing long term sustainable to us, indeed.


In other for strict survival, only arbitrarily easily strategy changing will be at least at long term and period, so effectively convenient attitude and useful stance around keeping up with our own activity so stably.


We personally each arbitrarily switchable mind antena and own magnet around attracting any other one for meeting, having own communication or so.


Thus, after all, consistent mindset is ordinarily very ambiguous and not that convincing, though as much as possible we should not lean on that term credibly so much, and to the concept, some appropriate distance so wisely, we should watch it so half skeptically and half credibly as neutral view should be taken on our mind.


After all, at so quickly easily every apperance could easily change, and any state of the art model can easily be remodeled and revised, those appearing contemporary society necessarily gives us own mindset as mission feeling. That is, we should have some strict mindset as we should not fix any consistency so easily, because in our society, rather never fixed and rather so constantly any aspect, any technology is easily reformed and easily corrected by state of the art technology, idea, ideology and social course with national one, company own one or so.


Credibility and authenticity depend on our social technological, daily our surrounded own technological environmental apperance so much. Because new technology apperance makes pur daily consciousness drastically switched in removing worn technology and out of date idea abolished condition.


Additionally, at highly technological society, we won't be secured only by easy listened catchy phrase anymore. 


(Irregularly continued)


Apr. 27th.    2024

Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Epilogue *8.

We all temporarily employed agents were all arbitrarily permitted at each protective measuring personally, with any tool for securing our own lives, we all were never informed any formal C◯A agents rule they had to keep strictly and been prohibited to tell any not directly concerned ones the strict rule content. Thus we had used at our own back a tool equipped at our own shirt as any easily unseen site could be easily confirmed own tools were installed at our back sided several parts, thus I either could easily confirm any my view unable positioned ones as pedestrian or so, I either checked all appearance my shirt equipping shooting machine shot through my own terminal. Then, in whole ones, my ever beloved Tania's appearance was certainly confirmed through all shot images checking by me.


Anyway, to me, probably the last trip around my own espionage agent duty missioned term's own conclusion as mindset in turning to original my life course, the meaning was at least to my ind given so certainly, I had that idea when I stayed at the R◯ss◯◯n second integral city after completing all my dispatched mission by Z, I already sent precise message to Z and from him. I had gotten easy permission around personal reasoned resignation. Z was a little bit younger than Charlie Craig, but almost the same generation one in his organization. And to me, Tania was certainly very important lady for my life and myself mindfully, but simultaneously to one very gray hair old man as me, her presence was becoming some comrade of the same ages surviving circle, and the cognition probably must have been shared to any almost same generation ones in mind. Anyway, she arrived the city two years ago, where I was after showing my own intention to Z, around resigning my own espionage agent chief position which was already handed over to Sophia, in public previously at least for my own unit consensus. 


In my confirming own tip camera shooting her image was relatively precisely shot around rare her apperance and at least to me, the atomosphere was to me so familiar nature specifically with the idea around having reunion in the city. But actually, I have no more clue to identify her own whwteacbout as her those days address. Thus to me, left measure or method for completing so was only interview with general residents. But that starting moment should not be done on premature timing. Because what I will be seen so skeptical was the worst deployment at least for knowing her whereabouts. Though I intentionally controlled my mind never jumping at the gun at showing my own mind to any local one, made up my mind to observe all those city attending own circumstance so far, and tried to set my mind around enjoying temporarily employed agent's task persecution term's own given vacation. And I positively freely visited many marketplaces, parks, and any kind of downtown in the city. 


After I got my mind set around doing so several days were passed, at one day as April last week, after visiting almost visibly necessary places in my own exploring trial around visiting unknown location, I got one idea, that was one antique shop and market for local peddlers both functioned one place, I had been heard from the local community's own topic those days, through specifically younger generation wives of residents, as my eavesdropping when I had my own walking around any downtown. 


 
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After all, at a day three days had passed after I arrived at the city, I got the idea, and promptly I executed my idea and went there. The market in popularly told as the topical was not that complicated route usage no necessary location given around the downtown, thus after arrival at the zone, I could easily identify the place. At least to me at the time, in frank, after arrival at the city, almost the first occasion to get truly relaxed easy emotional time spending so serially around several days, indeed. Thus I clearly had an idea that from the term I spent in R◯ss◯◯, never again I won't do the same mission job commanded by any other superior officer until I die. My mind definitely entered in own easy life value and truly significant personally philosophical lifetime, not publicly social common sense bound life completed so clearly. Thus, my interested mind made me have own rejoice for watching every commsuty displayed at the market. Thus at each item, I carefully and vigilantly watched each of it so interestingly and amusingly occasionally taking each item so carefully.


I recollected that several months ago, we all were engaged in training for Craig scheming delux liner pickpocketing conspiratory project, but that own symptom was arbitrarily made by him for confusing our unit members own mentality. Nevertheless, otherwise, suddenly he will use the method in the term we lose the noticed careful mind and idea to his probable doing in future. But that must be dealt by Sophia's own operation. That was at my mind when I watched any commodities which was displayed in that market place shop building. 


It was that time for me, some suddenly calling voice to my name was heard on my ears. That was certainly and obviously woman voice and my memory brain territory reacting own one. In order to confirm the voice owner identity, I made my face head for to the voice owner, that moment Tania's own brightly clear voice was certainly identified by me. 
"Hi, long time no see, mutually, how about talking how's each your spending these three years?" I impulsively reacted to the voice owner Tania, and her apperance was not that changed from the last moment I had watched her before she headed for this my also staying city. To my own talk, she answered with next dashing of greeting to me. 



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After upper those matters came to me, I and she naturally dropped the market adjacent coffe shop and talked to each other, she said at the conversation first stage "You get older at atmosphere and probably your own idea, don't you?" At the matter of fact, mutually not informing each whereabouts because from the beginning we two had betn in so frequent locomotion with also airplane, ship or so, thus only lately conditioned around mental and spiritual small announcement had been mainly done on us. We for informing mutually recent situation mainly through for the first time, each mail and a little bit afterward, we use other names at Instagram. But two ones have frequently moving busy days so constantly, thus at each occasion, only except rough staying zone, no other precise information had never been told to each other.  At small restaurant, I asked her like next. "Mr. N◯v◯lny was so pityilessly dead and I'm very sorry around what you have felt around it.", to it, she honestly expressed her so reverent courtesy to my saying, talking to me like next, "After all, from the beginning, whole bunch of political situation move and irresistible trend was heading for P◯t◯n's own warfare executing intention, so at scheduled harmony."


We after several ten minutes talk headed for one small motel, relatively nearer from our several ten minutes staying restaurant. Her skin brightness and shiny beauty had never been  so extremely converted from what I had hagged beforehand she came to this R◯ss◯◯.
Her gasping own mode at making grimacing expression at acme and needing more advanced ecstasy appearance were never so switched into another mode nor appearance, but she had no contact with man, the reality was never so necessary, at each occasion the meeting was necessarily very naturally done on her and those own daily mutual meeting with some guys had helped her own life vigor and own actively nurtured spiritual vigor. 
Her expressing some grimacing acme rejoice informing expression was never so drastically changed at least to me, as her showing some own signal to man, probably to not only me, but also to any man as each time partner. 


(To be Continued)



Apr. 26th.     2024

Decisive Gap between Literature and Philosophy a.

Ordinarily between Literature and Philosophy, despite of that each gap could be seen so obscure, but truly in academic circle and literature authors' one, very clarified gap is definitely consciously known to both of them.


Simply, Philosophy means academicians circle activity, some strict obedience around class social lawful common sense and own regulation. That is rather very procedural orthodoxy persecuting circle, thus any class and academicians only authorized community abiding previladege should never be breached nor offended by personally arbitrary intention and ambition. In other words, Academic circle activity is strictly regulated professional gild community. 


On the other hand, literature circle is never that typed one. In frank, the circle has no strict membership regulation and sound class social community owning strict class social rule. Because from the beginning. Literature activity means in terms of dealing with describing our human's weakened nature as never perfection embodied appearance around surviving society by ourselves, personally. Yes, literature is never standing on publicized authority.


In frank. Philosophy thing as academism abiding activity is of academic bureaucrats' own traditional professional ones gild and formally authorized publicly regarded bibliography only for professional academicians. On the other hand, literature means to larger extent, ordinary public people, any participating right is given, in other words, to all amateur fans, the activity is opened, and it should be the typed of activity as the legcy for popularility. Though the own author's trial can be extended into also human being's mind so weakened nature not that formalized ideas and action taking proneness and own informal substantial nature. 


Nevertheless, very exceptionally, occasionally both mutually very distinctive things can be given some useful chance around having contact or kind of debating to each other.


Somewhat we can have so own life introspective time in daily life, that moment, we have some impulse to read literature book or so, but Philosophy is not that impulsively dragged but more inmanently precisely objective view naturally generates in our own life occasion, the typed empirical approach is very naturally generated, that typed idea's accumulated form must be Philosophy. 


Nevertheless, those two typed of approaches are certainly prepared in our own life time spending. Thus we might use each of them so effectively for making our own life so significantly acceptable in our own idea around life spending by itself. 



(Irregularly continued)



Apr. 26th.      2024