At the matter of fact, I am also not so confident man, I am very weak minded one.  
You, on the contrary to me, are so stronger and active, I definitively think and feel so around you.

You are so powerful potentially, that thing makes me cheered and encourraged, I envy you, but I'm either pleased with your vivid and not squashed strong minded way for surviving you and all around you.
The mind must make me stimulated, at my mind to assimilate myself with you, definitely.
Eventually, very inconfident mind rather could be accepting chance and field to make me rivived from my exhaustion at ever holding younger power at least at my mindset.

When I look you who are so younger than me, I'd be excited and have a steady motion to have something started again.
That thing must never be so worse thing to me.

Eventually, very ambitious motion driven your very cheerfully positive stance makes me either have so certain actuation.

Ultimately, I'm at an emotion and convincing idea that we mutually are presence to sustain together, and make up for each holding own weaknesses, that could be so positive, you see.
So honestly admitting, only that we are personally, never so stronger than any idea to each of us any other one regards us. Either at it, I'm at at the same circumstance.   

So just I'm never so stronger than an idea you hold in your mind, but I also make myself excited at this tough times and every single day.

Feb. 2nd., 3rd., 2021