True beauty is constantly not found so easily, because beauty thing is what we anticipate in shortage or nothing at craving with breathless interest, and that keeping could be sustained only with our wishing.

Any ever seen or shared beautiful moment could not be left now in terms of substant nature.
Because it has gone away from us so really, only memory is left to each mind.

Though we anytime potentially need it, but that hunch is hardly coming up to our mind, and we don't stop our anticipation to that coming up to us in mind.
In other words, only hoping to witness or watch at least a moment could otherwise sustain our mind not broken by anything.

We all could be expressed the presence which anyimte quest that advent and the welcoming it must be surrounded by our absolute ease we usually could never obtain.

To anybody, beautiful monent must be the chance to get thanking emotion to our alive fact, however it could never appear in front of us so easily.

Nevertheless, we all are ogliged to quest it in doing anything only for getting it sometime.
That keeping must have so many not beautiful time, however that coud be spice to get us pleased with beauty's advent.

And, essentially since we were born, we all are known to it from the bottom of mind.
Either what beauty must be gotten afterb or midst so many tries and errors, and consequently rarely found very so well refined it must be found by us again after so long waiting time. Additionally, it must be frequently so accidentally and momentary.

That iteration is so rare but very signified nature to us all.

Because beauty is made of so many plain things, and rather these not beautiful things could make beauty outstanding. Human world aspect is not exceptional.

We get truly splendid beauty in meeting at rare chance with many plain monotonous time to us. That is our daily reality.

Addtionally, sensitive mind for interpreting beauty makes its diversity. 
Because cognitive sensing to beauty is by nature so individually personal view to anyone, that arbitray finding sense could be anywhere, according to the number of people.

Nevetheless, consensus around true beauty could have no accord probably everlastingly.
Only that unresolved whole inharmony is our the most everyday reality.

But that's okay, because ordinarily our all kinds of beauty could never be dug out from us so at a stretch, nevertheless we'd all never abandon our own questing it, and it must be our mind's intrinsic natre.

That is not getting bored at looking for it so honestly.

At some dimension, beauty generally is anytime staying by very devilish malice or very funny and stupid conspirousy. Never yet, very sadly very many sacrifices could have been made at so rarely coming up of absolute beauty, to that thing, we usually are accostomed with accompanying.

However, we should never have so stupid error or failure as much as possible.
And we all are known to it, but that could not be so easy and we'd have also blunder again at each occasion.

However, we'd try to execuse even that thing to each other for a long span, because we all are having common ancestors.
Even so wicked mind one could be known to our mission to recover and rehabilitate our common beauty once we'd lost ever, at that necessity, we'd discover our potential generousity.

Beauty could be splendid at appearing or going away from our site, nevertheless, standing up again only for needing so dinky beautiful moment, and at engaging us in only keeping going on exploring undiscovered beauty, that could be our historical trace.

Though, that road for us must have so tough and heavily rugged continuation in advancing, that everyday must have us sigh so much so necessarily at any facing reality.

However, we'd never give it up so desperately, also from now on.
Because we ought to have been born for questing beauty so each personally, and to have that nature inherently, only that is never switchable.

Because our common ancestors must have evidenced so convincingly leaving many legacy deserving things. Just that is the truth to us.

Our glory must wait for reaching to it, even if we have presonally another it to anyvbody, because just that truth must be the absolte chance to us for sharing our mind's intrinsic nature.
Because, even if we have it personally another to anyone but own thing, we must find out the common featured beauty from these assorted reality, and knowing it in our mind must make us the same beauty at each occasion.

That our tacitly admitting the absolute beauty must make us awoken to our coming together in mind must make us it so surely at each occasion.

Because even if somebody could have been given only given beauty, that one must be known at the mind's some smarting part and even the one must never be neglecting the genuinely given beauty taken by spontaneous will and doing for it in meant trial.

(to be continued)

Memorandum; Fundamentally, I am the one who believe the theory that human is inherently wicked and evil-minded, nevertheless, at these so tough reality everyday, the kind of idea could never be ineffective, thereby I wrote this kind poetry and decide to continue it for a while.

Aug. 1st.     2021