At these so tough and painfully spirit devastated days, only constantly cool and smartly reasonable ones could make me feel at being fed up with and have even disgusting emotion, that is not so appropriate behavior or manner, I know so well, but, rather at these days, l feel sympathized feeling to very awkward and not so cool nor clever one who abruptly gets mad or cry grimacing the one's expression, at the matter of fact emotional and so wildly savage soul disclosing and emitting any true mind, that kind of acting one is the one whom I can personally trust, and have an attached emotion and so strong sympathy and empathy together, you know!

Just I can catch the idea that these very nervously severe and hard times does us the emotion that only ceremonial and official justice manifesting attitude and that just stance disgust our intuitive mind barometer.

Necessarily, we should not make that doing together, that is group hysterical phenomenon, but at the same time, all ones are so calmed and reasonably composed group order could be so spooky,

In other words, unless everybody is synchronically so confused at mess-up, appropriately assorted and rugged not completely unified, and managed atomosphere is easing our nerves and spirit.
Because we are never super-computer nor robots.

At these human survival crisis, we might have a good occasion and opportunity to have a consideration around what course and philosophy for enlightening our worn and exhausted mind and spirit.

Though, rather when I can comfirm the confused emotion showing one, very strangely, I get peace of mind and ease so much.

These must be the proof of the human. We are never controlled machine or so.
Yes, though, when I watch or come across the one who takes disorderly acting and saying, unless the one could affect any other one around the one.
Because I just want to be a rare alive and tangible at catching so carnally concrete and direct mind, not pretending nor hiding any true mind from anyone, you know!

Because even if I was so foolish, I just want to be a rare and honest minded one.

Aug.   14th.     2021

Yes, when we are sad and surrounded by sorrow and mind exhaustion, we'd given chance to cry at no pretending, you know, because the acting thing is just human!