I'm lyricist who is asked by manyprofessional singers to create lyrics for each newly released song, you know.

But, necessarily, not anytime so well at creating new one, you know also it. my pace is not always the best.
Eventually, frequently all the night, my anguish keeps in mind, not fading away from my mind.

I can hardly output next word, so well anytime, rather so well running is very rarely especial and unexceptional.
Eventually, only that so so state only lasts so much to me, that tasty mode is just mine, so truly.

Though, I cannot presume my future so either to further appearance.
How much degree wil future myself could keep is anytime perfectly murky and misty, shadowed conditioned to me.

Because anytime my mind simultaneously is bound with next order thing.

Nevertheless, when deadline is upcoming, as tomorrow, anytime my idea can never help me, never yet, anytime only it disturbs my advancing.
Conseuently, my spirit and thinking circuit is scrsely output only tiny word, and come near admit almost exploded, my brain is entangled with any word together, almost disorderly any word is mutually making only screwed-up state in mind.

After all, I bit by bit try everything at selecting and cutting in turn, again and again.

Looking over my clock put in my room's desk, my sugar-duddy's expression is floating over my eyesite illusionisticallym because that clock was given to me by him at my birthday ever!
And it almost approached to five at the morning, my stomach suddenly can be heard sirens to me letting me know my appetite, just coming again, and necessarily my dead-line also coming to me.

I hold my head with my arms, and my brain suddenly got a noisy scream so loudly, at the moment, my mind started to order and command my arm and hand to write up everything what my idea flashes at that momentary gap, and my brain's ordering lyrical words in creating running gets better pace step by step, and those serially made time after all ended.

My eyes were reddened and almost cried out to my room, but between divided two curtains, sunny sunshine beaming greeted to me, again.

Thank you so much sunny sunshine at blessing my creating job anytime being with warmth of your mind!

I roughly in almost nakedly mind emission, shouted to it, so honestly,
saying simply, "Thanl you for blessing me so much, hi, sunshine!"

Oct. 9.,10th.     2021