〇I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but it will not be read until later and lead to true evaluation.Rather, there are many things only at that time at writing only whimsically(although there are exceptions)gotten popularity.In contrast, there are some things that do not immediately respond to public announcement, but some things that are gradually understood and cause a response later.that's important.

〇It is also important to get more people to sympathize, but it also becomes inert as you get used to it, and somewhere at the same time you need to decide to continue writing only for people who really understand.It is not only the need to flatter, but also the need to stay with a strong attitude that does not flatter at all.In a sense, it may be a two-sided thing.

〇The Local People's Livelihood Committee asked me to fill in the names of relatives and their phone numbers and mobile phone addresses in case of an emergency, so I filled in only the landline number and submitted it, but I think it is an insane social ritual that does not assume the malice of modern society.Today is a time when the three other neighborhoods of the past are not established.Well, there is never the person who can say such a thing.

〇It was a few decades when I realized that there are surprisingly many people living with the idea that they can do anything if they do not cause trouble to others.In other words, if there are more people who can live only with such bad rubbing, it is evidence that society as a whole is stagnant.Although any region of any country would be the same.I don't have hope, but I don't despair. let's go like Camus!

〇I have no friends.There are no understanding people around.It's on the job.It is not a person who can greet each other.This mutual understanding is still necessary, but understanding is still necessary.Rather, it can be said that humans are living for that.Human survival can only be opened by the encounter of mutual recognition of self-belief.I want to approve of others, and I want to be.That is very important.

(to be continued)

Oct. 11th.   2021