Detachment means abstention to every excitement, heated up emotion, unnecessary enthusiasm, or so.
In human mind, angels and satans are mutually adjoin, hostile relevance could be given to them, but occasionally join together, that actuation is arbitrary and just irregular, but there's no contradiction, because originally these are caused from same root.

Detachment watches them all and sustains all internally seen contradictory things, thus it is equal to never forgetting own hurt heart, or down and out mind, ever the one had.

More or less, daringly in order to keep any minus mentality survived in fragile reality forcibly changing own daily consciousness.
That will is not only ambitious mind but also so deepened wounded and injured recollective mind and damaged memory's scream.

Nevertheless it must deny all fights, for the present. Exactly reacting them must be replaced with another ambition. However, indigested somewhat could smokes at desolated field of mind.

Usually, never recollective mind could drive any precise reactional switching and thoughtless sprint could be instigated sometimes, nevertheless, that smoldering dissatisfied emotion occasionally comes up to the reality's surface.

Not completely forgetten insulted anything should be converted truly newly siginified creation to anything. There must have no payoff to insulting ones. 
Rather nurturing insulted shame could make the one purified at regeneration to the oneself.

Nevertheless, very rarely that indigested mind's drags pop up at impulsively dragged whim in daily life, that must be one of human-being's proof.

Actually, reason thing could be caused from that mental mechanism. It necessarily has contradiction and ambivalence. In spite of that inbalanced aspect, allying could be enough possible specifically at very exhausted occasion, very accidentally, angel tasty conscience and stanic resentment could have same direction headed mentality, either.

Emotion or impulse could be anyway controllable, nevertheless, occasionally uncontrollably atrocious, but once that could erupt, only no recovery to normal state could be done to us, that must be our social implicitness.

Suppressing externally emitting act in converting to the energy into penetrating creativity.
That thing is the ideally realized mind's rivision, however, that could not so easy done to us, actually, nevertheless that mind could be oppressed at very switchable reality compelling busy and only quick and nimble reaction to any unexpected development.

Being diffused in so quickly switchable reality's conversion, only indigested mind's scream is sealed, ordinarily, except specifically anger distracting moment.

That funny but so realistic fight at any individual mind must be our own reality.

If you have some never easily forgotten resentment, you rather might not forget, but keep it in your mind for replacing it into another potentiality or capability.
Because being treated so impudently, you should not express only disaffection, rather gulping it as much as possible, and nurture it into your truly endurable parmanently adoptable mind asset to yourself.

However, that mind's some suppressive trial must be made at not working but so easily recoolective time, actually at busy moment or rationally scheming moment could not insert that unnecessary emotion, thus reason as ordinarily regarded mind could get any emotional element eliminated, and that state could be our normally habitual mind.
Though, any resentment could never be given a chance to insert our mind at daily routine doing time.

Thereby, these unnecessry fantasy is made by instigation and seduction by literture, pscychological analysis tempting some intellectual amusing thing contemporary society easily makes.

Nevertheless, even reason thing could be easily broken at our considrable deep thinking, and unexpectedly now world life could provide that unnecessary idea's occasion to come up to our mind.

That must be very comfortable convenience driving and derived from that empty mind arbitrarily made in contemporary social unidentified relaxation.

Nevertheless, meantime, our sensitivity could be converged with arbitrarily made relaxedness, that nature could be somewhat mechanically systematized savage origin's screaming and rationally regarded wicked sweeping sensitivity to any discriminated presence.
That must be made so autonomously, thus injured, hurt never yet bullied ones could be regarded as lazy and only ass-hole, and frequently bullied ones could easily turn the oneself into taking part in bullying ones' membership, that easily replaceable reality must make all contemporary citizens fixed into these mechanical ambivalence with heaven nad hell mingled reality.

If you get an insult other one has given to you, you might take advantage of it for nurturing healing power both to yourself and anybody around you, after all, any injured hearted or bullied and broken hearted one's mind could have same origin caused from this mechanically switchable social specific stanic seduction to anyone easily made and turned to one sadist, masocist could make switching reality to terrolist. That means mental terrosist, mind terrosist, nevertheless, probably at any era, the kind of reality must have been preserved in anybody's mind.

Hence, after all, your insulted mind could be the sesciplene given by Lord!

Sometimes, don't write them all down so much, talkative interpretation is adverse result, temporarily that voice is heard to me, that could be the God of silence's whispering voice at so calmed tone, nevertheless, my somewhat mission feeling smoldering could be flamed to instant blaze and that burns my heart, like deep purple flare, but that thing has nothing to do with my own creativity, otherwise, just it must be my creatvie Lord, that kind of mutually contradictory voicing could make inbalanced but out of the blue pleasant echo to my mind, you know"

Addicted to that unidentified ecstasy, suddenly flamed rapture come up with violently forcible invitation to me for entering into newly upgraded satanic creation to any appreciator, where are you intending to take me?

Not privilleged, nor not shut any wayout, for the present I prepare for any execuse, but I'd never evade it no matter what happens to me, anymore. Only accepting all in detachment, only that way is left to me, but I don't have any idea around you at that matter.

Human has to create something and at almost case, positively building something, but occasinally, it should never be just only reacting anything, necessarily either denial, procrastination, otherwise bewilderment could be necessary at taking to anything for your life, you know!

Yes, only keeping calmed mind and that doing could make you another possibility in your futre, necessarily that must be unidentified to you at that moment.

Nov. 3rd.     2021