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I feel like I met You Once Somewhere Part11

Lisa’s the most favorite singer Benee’s super hit number circle name Supalonely was done once in so so success. Nevertheless, that fruit was very ambiguously definitive for any participant, because the first occasional mountainous zone’s halfway relatively larger field nature accidentally had made was very suitable for burning scraps and no harm for the present was done there, but consequently the first very impulsively accidental some actuated mind was absent from there. In other words, if the thing could be embodied so intentionally, the first impressive remarkably unique nature must be reduced at our all ones’ unnecessary idea around that scheme’s running.


However, to me, that experience was the better effect for a change to daily stressful life at least to me.


Necessarily I completely forgot that party’s presence in busy my job doing days for a while, and after several weeks later, from Tak, I got mail through internet, and in it, he showed his intention to quit that party. He showed so short term enjoyable experience provided by any other one, and he wanted to spend more still and silent days, and for keeping it, that day of train’s arsonist’s dragging strange meeting together was marvelous, but he thought that its joining power needed too excessive to keep it as well as younger ones that him so easily, through he wanted to quit the circle and at the epilogue, he showed his gratitude to any other member. But he did never forget social manner so gently and politely, and showed his hope to me sometimes contacting together first through internet mail and occasionally meeting mutually to me, and attended his hope to listen to “Supalonely”s subsequent running to him.


At the matter of fact, I either had almost the same idea Tak mentioned in his letter through mail, but I had another mind to keep that activity for a while, and that curiosity could be driven by my a little left younger power in my life, and to it, I could confirm some comical emotion to being myself. I immediately sent Tak’s quitting intention in my own letter through mail to any other member, with Aimi, Lisa, and her attending friend as newcomer Rin.


And at that serially running, after all next gathering was scheduled at one month later from the first occasion to us all, with mutual mail sending in coordination. Next formal member for gathering “Supalonely” was intended to have four members with the sole male one of me, and Aimi, Lisa,. and Rin. And as usual, each member could be allowed only one another fellow at next gathering.
Next scheduled location and date was spontaneously proposed by myself for recruiting subjectively from anyone in these four. Necessarily in communication of the thing, Aimi, Lisa were showing their agreement and in conclusion, immediately at the same time approval.


Then, at the last called one, Rin was at my calling occasion I sent her the same content proposition, she subjectively immediately indicated that concrete location, only she tried to do so. And that was her birthplace and raised home country’s locality as more rural area as our common settling region’s furthest one highlands.


To her spontaneous proposition, I immediately sent her message to other all two female members. Then, two ones had agreement and next we all communicated with each other for deciding that date, and in adjusting mutually, after all the next month’s last Sunday, that was anticipated Christmas at that year.


Her recommending that location was so well-known at our country, and ever there was every year, so large-scale Rock concert in the open air scheduled and very many participants as other regional habitants visited every year and gathered at that event. And eventually her that proposition was agreed by any other ones with me.


That Rin’s proposing the second event for “Supalonely”‘s scheduled day came to us.


Only a male participant because Tak was already leaving from our circle.
After all, almost of all ones could have busy days at the end of the year, nobody could attend newly coming invited friend except Rin, only she was attending her friend girl and came to our previously set gathering place. That was the nearest station in the regional local location with buss terminal to any destination from there.
We all got in the same bus heading for ever done Rock concert’s place of opening, as the national nature park with so enough nature resources and clean air environment.
In context of running this circle, I was left charge of leader as the sole guy.


Rin’s attending girl friend of hers was named Misa. She was very actively subjective and had very enough knowledge about our heading location’s things with the term around culture, history and local citizens’ ideas or so, then necessarily she guided any other one at her interesting talk around those.
That bus’s sitting situation was Rin and her attending that Misa and Lisa who was first involving her friend Rin were paralleled at the same row in the same buss, and with its state, necessarily Aimi and I older than them were at behind row to theirs.


That day’s this years’ Christmas’s our event was eventually done at very empty even any weedy space absence, perfectly nothing only managing one so carbonated empty field in which probably nobody has enjoyed ever and nothing could be done nor opened, that impression only surmounted our minds’ all.


We first put on the radio anybody arbitrarily took from own home, and sometimes accidentally each on radio could be coincided same on air song, and at one so nihilistically performed one Rock song, any radio probably three ones could catch the same timing, anybody naturally on no specific notice nor motion, anybody started to swing each body and waists, feet, and head and chest.


Anybody could have a little stoned state because of the late night’s Christmas Eve’s night, necessarily each one’s privacy was never known to each other, but nobody could have never no single night at late night.


Some more tranced condition was shared to each other in anybody, necessarily swung bodies could contact together accidentally and especially Aimi as the oldest woman in Supalonely was a little bit stoned, she got drunk already in the buss, because probably only she was older than other all almost the same old girls, with Lisa, Rin, Misa and unfortunately either Rin was gotten a little bit drunk, with her attending liquor. After all their bodies bumped against each other unexpectedly, dashed and hit to each other, at that dashed moment, suddenly out of the blue first Aimi ejaculated, crying out, in utterance “Oh, shit, father fucker, hey bull shit bitch!” Against it, next Rin was screaming out along the radio on air Machinegun Kelly’s heavy lyrical number, ”Kiss-ass doing, hey that bitch fucking your brother!”


At the matter of fact, from the beginning, these two women were at some implicitly potential kind of hostility together, then necessarily in the buss, both two were daringly remote sitting together unconsciously. Eventually two ones beginned to grip each other’s hair with their hands, eventually obligedly I immdiately with a help of Lisa and Misa, tried to mediate both ones, but at mutually excitement together, that idea rather stirred up both ones’ emotional excitement.


That time, local spontaneous private forest rangers’ two sturdy middle-aged men (but younger than me) accidentally going to pass through, either tried to arbitrate these exciting two ladies with older one and high-school student, they at last regained their calmed mind and ordinary reason. But nevertheless, rather Rin was gotten cooler so instantly afterward these two sturdy manly private forest rangers for security of mountainous zone, however, older Aimi did never recover her sane mind, seemingly that appearance could be well caught by any other one at that scene.


At the matter of fact, beforehand they crashed together, already in the buss, for the present the third meeting was decided to open at just new year eve, and at the first time, including these two women Rin and the one of oldest member Aimi either I contacted with each other at the first in them, but suddenly only Aimi was crying out with louder voice and she shouted “I’ll quit this party!”


At the matter of fact, this party was made by my whim when I accidentally listened to her mobile-phone’s you-tube’s indies Pop lightened rap tasty rhythm. To it, she Aimi and Tak and at the last moment, she Lisa was participating in that strange it, thus I thanked particularly to Aimi, but she was too old to keep company with any other younger ones except her.
From the beginning, I had no idea around her, as somewhat to me as a guy, additionally, I’d liked to witness all younger ones’ so mentally and emotionally impulsively elastic sensitivity from that time one durably, though I accepted her going from our party so composedly. (Nevertheless, eventually either not only to me, but also to that “Spalonely”, so harsh sequel could wait for us, but that was a little later matter to us).


With those so harsh accidents, after all that “Supalonely” was running as ordinary as nothing could be raised at anytime.
The next meeting as the third, with supposing the circle name change as all over again, specifically by Rin, and with our remote conference together with each terminal, that name was fixed as “Supa-dandy” with so many arguements mutually at the occasion.


After all, our “Supa-dandy” embarked on this years’ new year’s eve, as the last day in upcoming three years later since COVID had gotten all over the world webbed at newly mutation typed variant it from next to next.
Until this year’s last meeting, I absorbed myself in left this year’s job and any routine for five days.


(to be continued)


Nevertheless, unexpectedly any other one could have only normally enjoyable time after these two was eased, eventually they could not gather only for confirming friendship or so, just for diffusing any kind of mind stress and emitting own frustrating mind’s dregs or so, conseqquently only that Aimi was outed from the party with her volunteer will, any other thing could not be changed at that time, at least formally.


Several days later, to me, from Aimi, her letter through mail was sent to me, her apologizing message to me and other members, and in it she showed her appreciation to me and that circle “Supalonely!.



Dec. 4th.       2021