There is a God that can only be understood by those who have lost everything that even God cannot believe.There are friends who can only meet those who have lost everything.Even if you have lived abused by all around you, if you can pour love into all others, you will be able to stand up to whatever happens in your life.You can pour your love into anyone.

There is a God who once doubted its existence thoroughly, and cannot understand it unless He is struck with incredible strength.Or you can understand God's love more deeply than those who once did not thoroughly doubt its existence.There is certainly God's love, which can only be understood by those who doubt and think through it with their own head, rather than those who have never doubted anything.

Of all American artists, The Ventures, Beach Boys, Eagles, and Billie Eilish all agree on the theme of West Coast culture and American devastation. American music is actually Byron and Nietzsche. In other words, Dylan's main theme is self-deprecation. You laugh at yourself!

In other words, Americans could have own traumatic distress, but even they could not confide it so honestly to anybody, that kind of humiliated mind could erupt through their genius singers or so, citizens of any country except US could interpret so.

Laughing ownself means one of effective breakthrough at harsh suffering known to the one in healed only by ridicuous view to the oneself, nevertheless, for so long period only no effective answer could be done to the one.

Eventually, ultimate all decision is obliged to be done by any "myself", neverthekess, which the decision is the best way or not could be frequently left unidentified, nevertheless anybody could pretend to have no distress at knowing no truly the best method.

What makes us being made clear at everything?
That day could not come to us, in other words, eventually anything could have nothing but solving by ourselves, so discretionally.

Occasionally only the wind at that worst distressed day could tell us what direction we should head for.

Dec. 9., 10th.     2021