Eventually, if you had no fellow, nor no object to rely on or so, completely only nothing is  beside you, nor helping you, or so, you might rely on only yourself, arbitrarily judgement by you and your that action must be the ones whom you can rely on.
And you should be the one whom even anybody but you can rely on!

Eventually, in fact, we all are probably at the same circumstance, even not so identical, perhaps almost similar at that circumstance.
Just each has each circumustance and own isolated situation from anybody but the each one, that surrounding could not be gotten rid of in anybody, probably. Nobody could escape from that condition. Because only that must be either your destined conditon for survival to life.

Certainly only left situation for you at having no one to rely on is just what you might be the one, nevertheless even if your trial could be done so well, another one must come along you, appearing as the one's credible expression to you. But simultaneously completely another one for you could disturb your effort, that must be the human world to anyone. Never yet your all effort could be destroyed by the one.

Yes, one world is universally so outrageously savage and violently lawless, you know.
Nevertheless, even that reality is easier that any other the worst situated ones.
However, with these so miserable realities, you should be the top as the first one for advancing your all peace.

Necessarily, at another time you'd be obliged to be loser, never yet outed one, otherwise you'd spontaneously escape from new unnecessary fight for you, you know.

Any result and future prospect could be possible on your road!
And nobody could help you nor guard you, even if the one could have will to do so, with some circumstance the one could not do so, thereby your road is just responsible only on you. That is the world for anyone.

You have no option but advancing yourself to that road's destination, and anytime to you, only unidentified next location could come up to you and your mind.

Nothing could rescue nor gurantee your future safty nor even your survival.

No advice, no good suggestion, nor no reliable guide nor so could be prepared for your road!
Though, at the moment you have to resume something, or start renewed schemed something, think nothing about your future, just do it and keep your will and intention as you'd prepared for your resuming.

But sometimes, look over everything opened in front of you, so composedly, your now watching landscape in front of you could tell something so useful to now you!
And after a few while, what your eyes could be noticed to that time must be your mind's touchstone.

And if you'd be known to that essence, just make yourself head for next phase, that one must be your intuition's guiding your future's one appearance, you see.
Coz, what you'd rely on that time must be only it, you just make your one step, it'd make you a future, it'd be so better than now, or worse less than now, never yet very worse than now, but what you can do that time is just only it!
Nothing but it is just no relevant thing to that time yourself!

Your needing reliance must be eventually constantly only each occsional your own reaction to anything, and your decisive discretion for advancing all and you, and that time what your eyes catch must be the landscape which more remote future yourself could rely on at your so desperate moment on your road.

July. 20th. Aug. 5th. Dec. 13th.    2021