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I'd Like to be a Kind-Hearted One

Once upon a time,  one so cool guy used to say like next.
Man thing could never survive, if he was not tough, and he is never qualified to do, if he was not kind-hearted.


Once I told only true things to anybody, though I got no trust from anybody.
But afterward, having secrets so much could give the one so much mind's relaxed free emotion, unless no confessing is just wicked thing to have in mind or what I'd done.


And now I can know it so well. Though you who didn't trust me when I told you truth, I'd survive all carnal world at saying no truth anymore, and I'd like to be a kind-hearted one like my favorite one detective.


I'd made up my mind to secure two ladies and their giving birth children, but if you and other ones could not trust my confessing everything, it'd be be no problem, securing several ones and moreover anybody except me is the same. 
Though I just craive for me as one very kind-hearted one to anybody, because it's inevitable truth that even I'd pass away from this world, then, I daringly would like to be just a kind-hearted guy until I'd die at this world into next life, you know.


Yes, I want myself to devote my all life thing to dedicate anybody in this world, you know, and I'd never tell any truth to anybody, just securing anybody but me, of course doing me together.


Yes, tomorrow is X-mas eve, and the day after tomorrow is X-mas. 
I'd never get me like You, but at least in terms of what I'd be able to do, only being just kind-hearted one.
Then, I'd like to survive only for make my wish done to anybody in this world at being only a little bit kind-hearted guy to anybody in this world unless the one is trying to kill me, you know.
Coz, that kind of one is just my ideal like You, you know.


Wish all ones in peace in this world, Amen!
And let it snow only for injecting anyone's mind with only happiness in peace of mind!




Dec. 22nd.    2021