Even if you try to cleanze any past error, you’d accumulate only empty feeling like bubble.
Because anyone could never invalidate own error if the ones has no mind to amed own mind so sincerely.

Our remorseful memory tries to deter our idle propensity, you know, seven deadly sins thrust into our heart and brain so permanently.
Nevertheless, surviving life could not avert nor stay away from malice prepense for securing all our personally beloved things for us.

All you malignant past deeds and any falsehood decorating acts could never be cancelled so easily, because your another conscience could keep you long, because you know so well that all past cleanzing is just your mean hipocrisy.

Pride, greed, wrath, envy, lust, gluttony and sloth.
Yes, carnal virtues by Seven virtues with prudence, justice, fortitues, temperance, and theological ones with faith, hope, and charity call you back to your confessional your immanent necessity.

That your internal call to you could impede your all lazy imminent perversion at minds for preventing you from any seductive irresolute procrastination, you mean you know your malice so well.

Consequently you should stand up again for your newly welcoming tomorrow.
Thus, even if you could come near diversion, your acquirement at your renewed just idea could keep your so normally sane mind.

That’s all so roundabout your so careless mind calling you know, your necessary consequences of your deeds.
Nevertheless, you’d never stop your advancement. Because you know only that decision so correct and your mission consists in only doing so. That’d be your kind of Jacob’s ladder.
Because you know that true falsehood could be made by your all mean justifying to your rude mind in carnal seduction.

Miracle could never come up to you, you’d just know it since so old days for your life.
Nevertheless, anytime somewhat drags your legs and arms identifies its appearance in your mind.
You’d ascribe your all negligence to your all given environment, but you necessarily know so well, any fortune must be made by all everlastingly ceaseless your truly strict will to build worthwhile life meaning at another mind of you, you know.

Because you know true feedom is just what you’d obtain through your steady effort.
In other words, you are just like Job in so harsh travel imposed by God or Lord to you.

Your given decree is just advancing to your front opened thorny road preparing heavy load.
Nevertheless, you’d somehow embark on your new business on your newly set aim and criterion.
You’d meet anyone with clever wisdom holders, gay character naughty guys and gals, even also chauvinistic ass-hole, and motherfuckers.
However, necessarily, your voyage could never stop even on;ly one moment.

Yes, you are your course and creed’s protagonist. Only you can carry on your profound voyage to infinitely emancipated angled direction.

All your mistakes ever you did could offset them by themselves by your earnest effort to build your happy cozy home light, coz tomorrow’s Xmas-eve, your now doing amendment must guide you to newly opened hopeful track tempting you to warmer spring air and easy atmosphere.

Dec. 23rd. 2021

11 As the waters fail from the sea, and the flood decayeth and drieth up:
12 So man lieth down, and riseth not: till the heavens be no more,
they shall not awake, nor be raised out of their sleep. (Book of Job, 14: 11-12)