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"Cool Me" and "Timid Me"

To some extent, woman thing could be bolder than man thing, they necessarily have last card as bargaining chip to guys, you know.


By the way, anybody could have multiple personal minds together in mind, though anybody's mind could be truly back to back with both so ambitiously stronger intentional macho element and so sissy and coward nature at the same time at any occasion, then essentially man thing could anytime be trying to bluff into making cautious to own self, so necessarily protecting the one's pride or so for evading regarded so weaker.


Nevertheless, essentially any man is just baby held by the one's mother, but gals are different, they from the beginning can take them mother like attitude, that thing is apt to annoy so many hurrying guys in needing woman thing for their desire.


There are many genius older sister tasty younger sisters to her older brother who pretends to be younger brother to her, but very generously wrapping her younger sister as chivalry. 


Nevertheless, man thing even being aged, anytime an emotion to cry out yelling, "mummy!" to her chest cling onto that with his face, you know!


Adult thing is naughty but very arrogantly power showing children, all you see!


Any dictator in autocratic political performance could be originally crying baby held in the chest of mother, and boys were just nose noisy child, but girls could be from the beginning just sister to any brother, occasionally even to her daddy, meanwhile, so childish boys are so cheeky, arrogantly saucy to all around, as those dictators do so.
By the way, how about YOU? When you were a child boy, how was YOU?


So, yes, contemporary all societies are, you know, just naughty malice boys' capricious evil-doings' parrade, you see!


Nevertheless, in any dictator's immanently held mind aspect, probably anybody must be swung mind holding chicken-hearted little boy, just each one must be scared of any retaliation, though they desperately oppress their people in harsh criticism, you agree!
To those all, how can YOU watch? How could YOU criticize?


Yes, to some extent, man thing could only have "cool me" and "timid me" at so contradictory emotion together simultaneously.


Just all seen great ones could desperately hide that internally preserved essence, just like timid boy so privately in their mind, but to any public occasion, they take so normal manner and pretend to be brave, but if we peal their all surface skin, internal their minds must be the same with timid chicken-hearted infantile boys, you know!


To those things, how could YOU be or do, who is so universally gentle-minded YOU?
Just I confess only a small boy who is worried about being bullied and scared to death moment in my life span.


Hey, YOU please give a manly bravery! Hey, oh my Lord, please give me love, everlastingly trustworthy true merciful love of YOU!




Dec. 24th.    2021