If you are looking for something more simple and you think that it may come more and more, even if you want to go further, everything can develop very easily.

No one knows what is the power that forces us all.
While asking what it is, time goes on and on, and things that I thought were not good develop much more wonderfully, those who judged that it was not good not only do not remember it completely, but they are dependent on completely different things, and no one even feels the same forever. Without it, everything that we thought was a perfectly appropriate expectation would be turned upside down, surrounded us completely without the world knowing, and we have no idea what it is at all.

Even though it is much better to stay in a place where you do not know about it, still, quite unexpected situations that do not go so rush one after another.

Everything goes more and more in a direction that I do not expect, so that I can only think that planning is always completely meaningless.
However, there is no power to stop it anywhere.
No one wants to stop it, even what anybody does never stop could disappear sometime, so completely. "Was there something like that somewhere?" , anybody is saying so in forgetfulness.  It's been forgotten by everyone before I know it.
The only thing could be that remembering one is only myself.

That's fine, everything is not going well anymore, but if it's not helpless, unhappy nor tragic, then that's fine.

It's okay to just leave it to the flow, but only when you want to be swept away, it's not surprising that you stay in one place and are stuck in something.

I don't make any conclusions anymore. I just have to spend every day indifferently.
But even if you think so, there are surely times when you can get caught up in something without having to endure it.

Don't ask, but look back once in a while!
Ask me, but once in a while, don't look back and rush!

There are so many times when I want to say so at the same time.
And then you stay silent for a while, and at some point, somewhere in the sky where there's no one, you're going to blow everything up!

That way, I'm sure I'll be thinking about something completely different in the next moment.

Dec11th.   2018