Contemporary society urges us all have mind to make own life indwelling in demon call's response in which we could want to heal our exhaustion.

In social any site, we heat up our competition occasioanally causing murder case, otherwise the reality means our potential subconscious tempted mentality to commit a suicide and even to dying personally, we just want to involve strangers, not so close nor important ones for us, so unconsciously. 

Nevertheless toward our own potential death temptation, we just have taboo emotion and religious instructive creed, though necessarily we autonomously take so vivid and active action around any social site, in derogating any other citizen only for protecting own justice so pretentiously, but truly we from the beginning have some unidentifed idea around hoping unconsciously to die so soon, because anytime the moment adjoining with death must have own amusing excitement and that conditional bound ourselves could felt so intoxicated, then necessarily that pleasured state makes us addicted to that acceptance again.

E.g. very highly levelled technological progressive advancement must be generally regarded as so ideally positioned scheme, but either that thing could be truely identified with our subcouscious demoniac death temptation's call to ordinary working and surviving us in daily life in society.

Antonio Gaudy's Sacrada Familia's God and our promised eternity or parmanence to life and value and Edgar Alan Poe's novel world must signify our potentially but unnoticed mind hope, if I could estimate their great work like that, otherwise I could be assessed as just so only grouchy derogating evil mouthed skepticist.

In any company, office, each employee's efficiency rate must be estimated and evaluated, originally I am the type of one whose attracted favoritisism belongs to middle ages' peace and slow tempo, but necessarily I don't think that these eras must return those eras' mode and life pattern and structure.

However, these days' fierce competitive efficiency inclined rationalized social ideas could make us some pessimism and necessarily our subconscious mind must prepare the death wishing and death autonomously tempting mechanism so physiolosically. But truly beautifully tangibly felt words and our ideal story our brain naturally could make up must exist, and to it, our reality is very extremely remoted and actually distanced at embodiment at any term in this society, though any kind of drags or so could be readied for any underground site, for only diffusing that temptive satanic mind and forget that kind of immoral temptation.

If we call them all unconscious temptive suicide in committing and being dragged into true action, so subcousciously, we must need to purify our mind's unnecessary demoniac wish and destructive hope ordinarily sleeps but occasionally wakes up in our conscious surface.

If we in mind cousciously try to suppress our own unnecessary aggressive idea around attacking any other one, at any dimension, in derogating, smearing, or so, necessarily we must try to mobilize own ethical instructive code, but simultaneously if we try to do so strictly necessarily, our mind must pile up unnecessary frustration, and consequently we can have some dissatisfaction around any realized reality, though we necessarily head for amusing thing for only pleasing frustrated and exhausted mind, but that method is nowadays so excting insttigation oriented, otherwise, so biassed sadistic sensitivity could be attached to deep inside of mind of us with heavy usage of electornic tools, devices and gadgets.

Additionally COVID pandemic infectious tremor must make one the great country's prime minister seduced into unnecessary merrymaking feast secretly done to nationalities.

Angel heart could be so effective as long as we are estimating our reality so simple battle against hostile ones like at middle ages, but nowadays, so heavily progressed lofted orbit missle launching could be easily done, though necessarily unnecessarily stoic suppression is beyond boundary into our subsoncious mind, though to that dutiful mind's caluculation, our another hope at diffusing any frustration baunces back to our usually sleeping fighting instinct, savagly that mind is regenerated, though any our action even at internet communication, unnecessary evil-minded nature could be autonomously produced in no notice of our reason, all jumping and backlash are eventually involved with vicious circle, though if we personally have accumulated unnecessary dissatisfaction, we should scream in no people staying, at finding out secret space in mountain or so in neighborhoond for our own home, and jump seveal times as much as higher to the ground, and make our inherent savage primitiveness outed from our bodily nerve.

Occasionally very agressively screaming action means so much in terms of brain's re-arengement for resuming our own task.
That so smart deal could be neglected, the great Queen's country's prime minister plunging situation could be pulled into our reality, you know.

For preventing us from that unncessary plunge, we should be calmed down and so cool at ideally regarded estimation so appropriately lazy and in terms of positive regard, that aimed fixation should be inbetween so wisely. In other words, our proneness to have unnecessary fastidiousness and extremely ideally regareded meticulousness must tempt demoniac and unnecessarily implusive satanic ill-natured mind for executing to any personally disgusting ones to us, but that is our unnecessary trap and defeat.

In other words, we need very loosened but unexpectedly humorous and witty knack attending flexible mind at estimating even only lazy performance as amusing object and we should quarify it as some level cleared work or mission.

We should revive so flexibly convertible mind's light versatility.

Feb. 3rd.     2022