After all, in reality, any site is not prepared paradise, far from it, almost fierce bush for insects, crows, and any other species’ birds or so for picking up that day’s food and for the rest.

Shabby hut, ramshackle house or so and authorised appearance governmental office buildings are all the same in terms of survival harsh reality’s dimension.

Because so magnificent buildings could have the same reality in which anyone must have so atrocious competition for getting superb survival only for beloved family members.

I settle in one medium economical survival degree condominum.

My settling term is just 31years. From next to next, new settlers was coming, and some ones were passing away from this carnal world. Only so few ones are still surviving there.

There is, in terms of gender’s nature, so pretty woman whose lover has been another according to each condition for the years more than two decades, at the first term I knew her identity as the same building’s settler, she was so younger that I either had some interest and curiosity necessarily at my yet so older in power of getting somebody for that. Nevertheless, she already has gotten aged as well with me, but unexpectedly she has still it, and that is not so bad for watching in relaxed time for me in these so harsh days.

There is so older male one who is 99 years old, noble ex-businessman now retired, he is almost same older with my deceased father, he also had harsh war experience like my late father and older mother who is 90 years old, my father was dead at his 66 years spring 31years ago. I got my knowledge about Christianity when I was 45 years old, 18 years ago through keeping company with him with some reasons those days I had. Though his presence to me, those days, I got so fecund knowledge about Christianity, and the presence of Jean Calvin, and Israel’s history and circumstance through his recommending books and his penetrating knowledge.

These stories are necessarily so partial reality to me for survival.

Because no matter how I was in so harsh reality, I can never request, because this site is either wild for survival, younger elite settlers are some elite bureaucrats in governmental offices, and another are not so, nevertheless, anyone has to survive only by the oneself, and the circumstance must never discriminate any settler.

Very poor row habitants, residents or so and condominium settlers are at the same condition, anybody must pay attention to keep better relation to any neighbor for survival, that must be the must for anybody in this society.

Very desolation row’s poor downtown and governmental bureaucrats’ deluxe residences are the same essentially for the view of survival. Because so poor downtown must have the circumstance in which so hotter love and fierce battle exist mutually either movie “Westside Story” describes and necessarily either very heartful and warmth at neighborhood familiarity and mutually necessary affectionate emotion.

Downtown must have more delicately heart-warming human relation, rather than so gorgeous residential areas( in which any residents are obliged to secure their own life with spending so much money for employee many superior security guards, secret service in front of their residents’ gate and their visiting anyplace for going out.)

Either medium class condominium residences could have the same harsh circumstance unless anybody is keeping so maximal effort to pay attention to any neighbor one for any emergency.

Probably, the most higher class condominium must have the hardest condition for needing help at so last-ditch situation for the ones who are precipitated into bankruptcy, in that term, that building’s settlers could be similar with harshly guards’ watch preventing them from freeing from each prison’s detention cell, inserting witty wisdom for escaping from there cheating jailers’ eyes.

Remember movie masterpiece, ” Escape Plan” （starring Silvester Stallone). Yes, this carnal world is after all anywhere nothing but huge jailers’ conveying movable jail ship in the ocean, any deluxe residents and gorgeous condominium buildings are never exceptional, that’s why true heaven as the Paradise exists in another world to us, you know.

Carnal world must have condition to anyone, that is just the plants you’d like to cultivate.

Because if you try to nurture them so carefully, beautiful greenness and very fragrant colorful flowers, and if you don’t try to do so, only withering state could be outputted.

Your neighborhood cooperation, and mutual attention, for any emergency and any individually necessary situation to each other.

Don’t neglect daily routine your task and duty for being citizen according to your habitant rule and make an effort to keeping your trust and credibility gotten from your all neighboring residents!

Wish your the best comfortable good conditioned citizen life!

And if you are Maria, you’d find your Tony, or if you are Tony, you’d find Maria!

You’d get your own happiness. Keep your steady self-confidence, you can do it!

(to be continued)

Feb. 15th. 2022