At least to me, life thing is constantly at the battlefield.

Why I say so could be caused from that anybody is not always stealing any our contacting occasion in a good meaning, far from it, somebody could steal all peace in that field.

Otherwise, at least to me, that feeling could be done in my mind, but otherwise, to the one, just my presence to the one could have done that thing to me.

Just because of the fact, life thing is anytime in harsh battlefield and we all are stolen to any own troublesomeness.

You are otherwise stealing my beathing in so intoxicating me at some chance to meet me, so unexpectedly.
Nevertheless, to you, another one could have completely contrary impression and awareness to you as troublesome presence to the one.

Yes, that must be our world, you know, nevertheless nobody could escape from that, never yet, rather we all are parmanently until we die, never yet either at next life, at only that situation, in other words, only that reality could be given to us, with no exception.

Then, in the case, we'd never be outed from that reality, why don't we enjoy at that hell tasty so disgusting reality, let's dance together siniging satanic songs, and so sinister demoniac popular songs together, otherwise occasionally whistling it by ourselves in empty field nobody is there but us!

Life thing is anyway sinister lullaby on nersery songs sung by obstetrics and gynecology nurse, even if we'd get away from the place, until we die, that running ooes never stop and nurses could not quit that singing to us who are heard of it so everlastingly.

Nevertheless, somebody could enjoy it so constantly, that symmetrical reality could not cross to mine otherwise yours, so forevermore.
If that could be my just insane fantsy, you are so sane and ordinary one, and I envy you.

But if I was switched that situation and I'd get so easy time running, on the contrary, you'd be sunken, nevertheless, we all have no other paradise except it, if that'd be our absolute destiny, why don't we amuse us so positively in singing mutually favorite ill-omened poplular songs together, so mutually in ominous emotion, and with these, let's diffuse all accumulated stresses together!

If that our trial could get done so well, probably our now picturing beautiful swan in mind could be emerging and come up to our sharing view, and there must be the true paradise for all of us in contacting no ill-omened things, you know.

And to that so gratefully intoxicating swan, let's give one word, just saying, "Thank you very much, Ms. Swan!"

Feb.   22nd.      2022