Getting out of my residence, my disclosed skin to outside felt so cooler in windy air, few days ago I’d never felt, soon came back to my home, put on more layer of clothing and got out again.

Autumn wind can tell us next season, fall as season is readying for coming of winter and makes us ready for its upcoming season.

Walking flat roads for long duration in a day, I met frequently many kinds of wind felt to my skin.

Anytime has each own wind blowing, blew windy air stimulated my walking pleasantly in cooler easiness in walking step tidied, but differentiated wind each offered me distinctive view and landscape, each wind and view in combination makes me turned to another mind phase, reminding me of past many things, particularly deceased ones to me in past. I am not always having reminiscence to all deceased ones but occasionally I sink to their presence as absence of now my world, but it would be even to alive ones’ world for us.

Yesterday, anytime with a subtle help of any differentiated windy air from many areas never associated mutually, wind is either so individual as if our life is mutually so to the all others.

I could easily remember several so impressive deceased ones when I was meeting once and for moments in a day, I got a communication with at my walking time.

Older acquaintance or recently it were never so segregated, thus human’s memory has no appearing turn’s order managed mind to us, all my life times are anytime so even, from infantile days to nowadays, in all sequence, I met so many parting to deceased ones at each moment and each occasion, just only so.

My sudden reminiscence was each moment urged by windy air blown to me, and in no order to appear in my mind taken by winds, I got to know all times’ matters are even never in separated and with my skin stimulated by windy air so pleasantly wind’s assorts brought me each own irrelevant memory with deceased one’s each face, words to me when we met, together alive in my past. Remembering and reminiscent mind must need one of two alive absolute condition, once I was dead, I could never remember any deceased anymore.

Easy sloped almost flat sunny shined roads made me look at many autumn flowers with Cosmos, Scarlet sage or Amethyst sage, Dahlia, and Rose’s fruits or so anywhere.

My reminiscence was appearing in no order of turn in my real life with all remembered deceased ones, my ex-pal of younger days at university dead at motorcycle’s traffic accident forty years ago, my father dead of lever cancer, and recently dead one of elder my walking pal, next to next appears in turn, any time order was ignored in my mind with reminiscence with each differentiated scenes and spots in flat roads’ environment.

Yesterday, almost so sunny and pleasantly so cooler but if I looked at any small brook, I could easily confirm so hard current with tough speedy much water quantity.

Coz few days ago, strongly windy rainstorm, almost all rivers came near overflowing, even after windy heavy rain ceased.

But wind carries consistently something of voicing with all places of each course, at each moment, with each particular windward, of course either leeward, that time wind state was reviewed but destructed banks’ geographically formed state would never be regained as they were. Each violently heavy downpour caused from typhoon must each chance heavily change the geographically so much, but after passing it and constructed artificial doings would be added, probably we would never enjoy that time’s reviewed landscape loved by us gradually.

Yesterday at that time, all current was refreshed again so snag, my skin tangibly to the air was so normal, nature’s strangeness in turning to be abnormal to normal so easily, either it is so threatening to us.

Stormy weather seemed to be none, so tentatively felt to anybody in sunny day’s walking. Just wind blowing is to and fro, so distinctively felt to anybody. According to the location of windward, factory sites, fields for vegetable or any sort of agricultural products, woods and power supply facilities, convenient stores and its parking, these impacting faint divergence notified me distinction in subtle announcement with the air character, made of each location, felt to me and felt to these for wind, all are communicate with each other, with each awareness to me, I could remember each deceased one’s thing, their own face, motion of their own acts, words with uttering moment’s expression, next to next with no break nor pause.

Hey, wind, how can you carry so particular memory to me?

Are you also having own memory you’ve met every time?

You definitely get exact intelligence, how many times did you carry them to me?

I was sobbing each somebody passing away from us, thank you very much for making me remember many things.

But another day, please carry me also never so sad memory pulling skin tangibility with your carrying another wind! You, memory reminding Lord!
(Oct. 17th. 2019)