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To One My Old Friend

Certainly, in some period, I had specific emotion and mind to you, nevertheless, after all I chose another way, not getting your love, but was that so correct to you, otherwise never so to you?


Neverthless, I have now my one idea that now you are as you used to have in your mind in identical aspect, and that older you are never so bad, far from it, that could be what you'd headed for.


And to that thing, I have honor that only short but one period I had some mind to you, and that was never mistake, never yet, that must have been one destiny.


We were never in same boat, nevertheless, once having some mind to you was never incorrect and now yourself is not like as you used to be those days, nevertheless, now yourself must have so the best ideally older toward as you used to imagine your future those days, you know.


You were so completely changed in years I had no contact to you, and your those days' beauty was lost, nevertheless, resent your true appearance at the matter of fact, seen at least to me, so beautiful in truly significance, because you'd opted not cheating anyone, even yourself could have been cheated by anyone.


That thing was told by one my so destined one in my life, and with the one's now appearance, I accidentally was crossing your now appearance, I had conviction that those days' my mind and myself could have made now myself and the thing could owe to you in those days, and knowing it, now you are so divine, nevertheless, we'd never see again in our life, so completely mutually remotely.


Nevertheless, it'd be no problem, you had and have only honest life to anybody except you, and me either, no other matter, fact, truth must be so tiny and futile, just coz now you are now me in some extent in terms of life view and value.


Because we all are identified only with truly convincingly mindfully beneficial truth, and only the thing, even if you have been injured, hurt, from you, you'd never doing so to anyone, that thing only tells now me and I'm proud of you and the thing in my life, so important term, I got meeting either to you, with that mind, from these days on, I'd desperately survive everything in my life as the sole given thing to me, you see!



Thank you very much, one my life period, you came and appeared in front of me, and now you are present and show me your appearance, in spite of that we'd never see mutually again.




Mar. 8th.     2022



Appendix; Watching now your appearance, I'd have mind that I'd get familiar relation to one my destined one for the first time in my later days in my life, so truly!