After very many meetings, abolishing any those days' habit and convention, newly updated days started, and in wandering life itself and no aim nor no object just in wandering days could get contrary another encounter ever never done to me.

That was clearly visually perceptive very detached coolness, and contrary very physical conditioned dimensionally interacted bodily tangible sensing are mutually perfectly independent. Only the thing had been conceived and impressed.

This empirically experiencing days' memory must never be similar to philosophers' cognitively conceivable idea's discovery essentially.

Because philosophers could have experienced so strong setback from following ideally schemed life aspect, but to me from the beginning, the thing could never have been in mind.

At one massively abundant term, my spirit must have followed and pursued physically perceptive concretely picturable some spatially abiding sense and it dragging own being's talk and doing dimension.

Otherwise, that'd never be gotten without wandering, though instinctively I opted that mode life spending days for several years.

The mindset attending wanderers necessarily come across the same conditioned another, and I either had it in no exceptional given condition.

Snowy massive particle hitting disconectedly to my face and body in so depopulated rural field I'd been seen over so ambiguously darkened horizontally long mountain range.
Walking in that zone, I had an idea that I'd never forget and this landscape must continue to impress even if I'd get older in my life.

And, consequently these rural zone's any precise aspect could be easily regenerated in my mind.
Wandering meaning must be there, now I can think.

Basically, philosophers are usually and probably all lifetime, mainly so notionally conceivable idea could attract them, but at least to me, even if I'm very intersted in and attracted by philosophy, that generally philosophers loving method could never be fixed in my life as my body and spirit.

Eventually, that must have been that our presence bodily physically perfectly mutually independent, and our body presence is one dot in larger extended space.
Only that irreplaceable factual truth must make us any social problemetic proposition.

Just occasionally, in exchange for opened larger extended landscape, we usually are personally surrounded by many ones as other people, and at talking together, the one becomes person. Otherwise, only mutually each eyeline could come across, the one becomed person, but not that thing could be done, just one of people.

Poetry and essay probably have clearized border, that could be applied to the relevance between people and person.
Just person could be a little bit familiarer than people.

That time snowing expanded its harshness gradually in no my notice, my walking made transition from suburban area into deeply rural area, consequently blizzard was completely made in my walking path in country. At the time, I thanked my healthy physical body condition. But I'd never continued to love only isolation, that human related thing is at least to me another item in my life.

(to be continued)

Apr.1st.    2022