At the matter of fact, I want me only lightened mind to anything.

But reality surrounds either me could not offer me that affordable mind, even at only one moment.

Because necessarily, very many negatively regarded information must flood my ears, mind, brain all.

It make sure gives us only abandonment around getting true ease at this global community.

And, eventually I occasionally trx to think how I find out true ease, what kind of method could we get us satisfied with?

Lighting mind in ease needs so desperate effort, doesn't it?

Otherwise, that typed question unnecessarily makes us stay still at own deadend mind space at deadlocked situation, doesn't it?

However, anyway, at trying to do anything, prayer is absolutely needed to me, I anytime concluded so.

Lightning mind makes that easy reality, doesn't it?

Otherwise, given easy reality necessarily makes us own eary mind, doesn't it?

Eventually, I'd never find anything around what convinces me, though I just try to make me easy as much as I can.

Nevertheless, very many things I contact really in my life is so heavy that I usually can't find so smart method to sovle it at a stretch.

However, because of it, I want me only lightened mind anytime I could confirm.

Because heavily taken feeling must slip my strong hope for my next future.

And after all, I anytime wish my mind next moment I'd deal with everything so well, and half of that time must have relatively easily done and so well.

And the time that's so fine.

But I cannot give up my acquiring so useful information. But necessarily that coule never be excluded from my daily acting, I'd immediately know reality's nature.

Despite of my that reality, after all, only sleeping time I can have time to have no really serious anxiety.

But sometimes, I have some fantasy, otherwise, sleeping time's my brain delusion is really happening and daytime any happening thing could be fantasy, and actually we all have no credible way for provinp the truth as what divides reality and delusion.

(Irregularly to be continued)

June 7th.    2022