Originally, simply I wanted to write novel.

But, to me, ordinary novel written through fictitious reason and method could be regarded as not so realistic at taking main subject at least to me, as my wanting to read.

Though, topically subject adoptable documentation form was considered in my mind.

Then, my view was gradually rather twisted, and no control was felt in my mind.

Consequently, novel's original fictitious elemental essence was again appeared so outstandingly.

But that was after all disillusioned by my mind again.

There, that empty cyclical my idea's labyrinth could be seen like other one's mind.

Despite of my mind that I want to write novel, my ambition is easily overpowering form of ordinary novel.

Finally, to me, only what should be my true novel is the most irreplaceable question, I'd conceived that thing.

To other authors' novel, I just had some questionable mind. But that is nothing but my novel writing stance's establishment.

Otherwise, to me, only labyrinth could make own whirlpool at least at my creating battle.

But that mind's setback is not that bad at least for keeping up with writing motivation.

(Irregularly to be continued)

June  10th.     2022