First impressively given denial emotion makes that object standing wall in front of our body.

Some unidentified feeling never wanting to contact, making us privately never concerned, or any troublesomely spontainity weekening mind must make even beauty or wonder only hatered and annoyance in mind, that must be mind wall.

Nevertheless, generally unexpectdly that thing's true identity is only prejudiced idea or stereotyped no deliberative mindset.

If we were surronded by many unsolved socially prblematic things, these presences' own pressure must choke our actuated resuming mind.

Mind's own rejection unexpectedly is originating in lazy our daily habitual shortage of our own effort.

By the way, if we convert our ever habitual mind into now so completely different mind, that could be caused from our intentional habit's switch.
Though, because we had exchanged our well tasty content or favoritism, we could opt different item for mind amusement, that'd be never faluse, nevertheless, we dare to change anytime contactable item and object intenionally, gradually that thing could get to be fovorite thing, that deductive circuit could be possible, probably any fovoritism could never be sonstantly deductively given nature attending thing.

At these interepretave analysis, we all are very accidentally bodily, physically encountering and easily swtichable presence, though we are never only previously nature prgrammed machienery presence, far from it, anytime we are unexpectedly drifting around uncertainty manageable accidentality field.

In other words, we all are on very fructuating mind's own measuring movable creature.
Though, very consciously taken artificial exchanging and conversion must be demanded occasionally intentionally.

One more convincible truth is that any favorite thing could be exhausted in mind accordingg to monotonously only that thing's contact in any occasionally running time.

Though, mind's persistent contents' conscious replacement and displacing intention is unexpectedly effective occasionally, of course it'd not be so constant, though that mind's suble discernment must be so important.
Thus, we should be honest toward being "myself".

In fact, we all very rapidly change our own identity day by day.

We all are very easily movable identity.
Though, necessarily we either have some self protective conservative idea not wanting to be regarded so paler ambitious and sharrower minded one, though at that missioned feeling, we all are prone not to be pretending so cheaper presence in society, then necessarily we are apt to blake our impulsively attracted mind so publicly, however, that not trying any bold thing could make us uninteresting, that'd be so trustworthy analysis around our unnecessarily moralistic life stance.

However, that mind could be chicken-hearted mind for us, probalby essentially.

Mind's wall can easily surround our daily triable mind.

Nevertheless, probably, mind's wall could be missed if the thing could disappear from our mind, so utterly in emptiness.

Yes, after all, not creatively regarded only conservative self controllable mind's wall could be necessary for evidincing that our own spirit is unexpectedly younger and premature at outputting only preciously evaluated masterpieces.

Otherwise, not so well-doing time's empty running means that our left time as life span is so far withheld for accepting death, you see.

Anyway, so far, you can try anything as now yourself could do so well, and doing it, running continuous your now given mission, possibly you'd meet another valuable thing to now yourself!

Your now holding nuisance as mind's wall could be some indication around what you should make up mind for next necessary doing thing.

(irregularly to be continued)

Aug. 21st.   2022