In any eras, any only peaceful condition in continuous days could hardly be found by our referring to any historical researching.

In other words, anytime, at any age, only evil is never rooted out from any field with geographical zone and human relevant professional world.
Rather only that consistency must be what we can find easily, sorrily we'd admit in conclusion.

Rather, we can very exceptionally sometimes discover so small smile attracting tiny peaceful site and own appearance, except them, almost any site must have own hostile, very complicated conditioned mutually revengeful seriate actions and emotionally fighting state.

That very undeniable truth could be comprehended by anyone's observation, that very necessarily paradoxically reality's nature makes us have some detached remark.

We consequently only try to evade any unnecessary involvement around any dangerous site attending situation and only at being successful site gotten to us personally, some easy mind must be acquired in effect, though we could regard our life appearance as some only thorned carpetted field and paths, we desperately try to go through at no suffering from any injure nor damage from anything in maximal attention and carefulness, in other words, we all are circus stunt show performers riding a bicycle through a ring of fire, and anytime only barely survive and evading only danger at our maximal vigilance.

That must never be force nor default of intepretation around our reality, you know.

To those very contradicorily seen realities, how can we comprehend so privately at each view to life?
And in these complicated our world's appearance, almost onl wicked vice ideas, actions and future ancitipant impression could be available to our mind directly, any other so opptimistic view could never be given nor submitted in front of our personal site.

Never so easily to confirm only virtue and goodness manageable field, far from it, only vice and wickedness hardly be wiped from at any occasion, only the reality is consistently seen at anyplace for us, in only charred plain, we just only advance our exhausted body and spiritually wounded mind and spirit desperately heading for the goal for the present running along previously schemed aim abiding mind.

In so harshly jammed evil and devilish realities, very rarely exceptionally beautifully seen some so pretty encounter could be waiting for our mind, in almost darkened fall beginning days to us, in not eased heat wave and flood filled any field.

Though, barely we'd fortunately find out some spiritually easing shelter in any hard bush for going through in a day, that'd be our really made life reality and true appearance in world, you agree!

Nevertheless, anyway no other option must be left to us all, thus, just keep our running going on heading for each next day in quitting having nervous feeling in no solution, only going ahead for only next moment's ease in craiving, only that not stopping move is given to anybody, and anytime I want only rescued opportunities on anybody's sholder and idea around future picturing.

Go ahead, for the present, only being notice to any unexpectedly agitating reality's contradiction, you can step so only carefully just on taking roundabout only for no accessing any dubious trapping route to us, only keeping away from any cheeting trick made by anybody, and if that'd be safely done, so far, at the moment why don't we sigh so deeply from our chest, and breathing in and out, again proceed to next ring of fire tricked to us all, and if we'd all be safe and secured for the time being, that time see us again and show our each smile to each other, though, so far, say good bye together!

See us again in barely protected reality's another day mutually!

(Irregularly continued)

Sep. 1st.    2022