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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Climax chapter to Finale Δ

Our combined team was not nationally nor globally dutifully missioned conditioning unit, that object was merely profit pursuit abiding temporarily organized unit. Though essentially, our team's presence and ultimate object by themselves were as if some no clarified identity given, kind of mirage nature team and membership.
Though even if any member as temporarily employed crew could resign own role, the intelligence only this team was obtaining in own activity was kept clandestine, resigning member could get next job at R○ss○○ or any identified organization, unless the one could leak the integral items, the one must never be sanctioned. Just any leak is very certainly perceived with precise analysis of obtaining route, through no once involved member must never cheet this our team's obtained intelligence so smartly and cunningly.


Though, as long as any member could regard own life's security as the irreplaceably vital, no  member must betray this team's top secret intelligence.


Not directly, formerly mentioned any integrally regarded thing could be interactively involved, any member must contribute direct client C○A through completing own member missioned duty as long as each member could get reward or to say allowance so exactly, no member must keep loyalty, and just only any member broke that absolute premise, the one must plunge the one's life security into perfect ruin.


None the less, any member was only so fragile individual and even no perfection at maintaining only God tasty spiritually composed condition, though I kept the frequent chance to listen to each member's own mind distress. Though I made so constantly the chance to play any kind of sport competition mainly individual playing game and competing item.
Teq ball was one of our team's own convenient tools for mutual understanding of individual character.
'Armad was having own distress around Isr○○l's own harsh ethnicity abiding mutual hostility. 


Necessarily, to him, his families were infringed through outposts by I sr○○l's right-wing J○w natiomalist' ideology which was plundering their own estate for P○l○st○n○○n citizens.


His private anxiety around his home's not safe situation could disturb his mission's concentration.
Nevertheless I am quater J○w ethnic identified, though necessarily I left mainly 'Aquil around arranging 'Armad's individual mentality.
But that 'Aquil was at one day suddenly grieved me that his idea was never be able to only follow C○A's command, because for him, Charlie Craig's own commanding to his globally webbed syndicate members were never seen perfectly negative crime nor extremely atrociously offending decision nor breaching perfect crime. At recent our mutual Teq ball recreation's occasion, after our own matching to him, he suddenly claimed me that his own ideological idea around justice policy must never be regarded so sinfully at least to him.As he said to me at our mutual personal coffee break at sport playing used these days' our facility's internally set cafeteria, "Any exile trying R○ss○○n are never having enmity even if illegally they were employed by his syndicate. Because if his help could not exist at any border between R○ss○○, very many escaping citizens as fugitive as political reason abiding must have very endangered cris around their own life security. Even if he illegally employ them temporarily, they'd be helped into catching their the best opportunity for finding route to head for not R○ss○○'s fearful controlling to own national citizen for breaching against obedience to President and Kr○ml○n's order to general citizens, nationally proclaiming content.


To his passionate remark, I definitely denied, tried to persuade him to switch his idea saying "Charlie's doing superficially could be regarded so just and correct, but if we utterly leave him doing arbitrarily to anything, any country's own necessary national social legal order in reciprocal relevance with international trading, agreement abiding stably schemed regional and each national territory's military and industrially stabilized security either relevant with economically necessary global order and its safety must be damaged so harshly, because any conspiratory underground wicked syndicate must plunder any normally active industrial business circle or so. Very smart and profoundly wisdom attending you ought to make out that totalled mechanical structural feature's appropriate order abiding justice and socially demanded necessity, you see!"


To my diligent persuasion, he for some consciously serially made time, contemplated facing me, he silently nodded to me, gazing at my eyes, me either mutually, he was figuring out whole justice abiding truth.


To that all appearances, Saddahm was just silently watching our personal conversation so carefully.



(Irregularly continued)



Oct. 3rd. 2022