Looking back on those days to me, my life was coming across one decisive watershed in terms of my life stance involving with own contradiction.

After all, Craig's persistent scouting to me as his team mission charge on me.
He afterward at my return to my Sir French Cap's headquarters iterated his temptive scouting me to his man, saying to me "These days' global trend is not appropriate at least at dimension of justice, and in terms of truly alloted fairness. At any democratic country, only superficial bureaucratism. Not only govermental ministers but also broadcasting circles, commerce, deplomacy or so without any exception."
He like these mentionings tried to convince me emphasizing his own evil's logic. He used to mention to me around those days' global topical one young lady's death at the country's moral police questioning office at detention. 
"That lady's death's own circumstance must never be disclosed by that horrible controllable police and governmental arbitrary censorship. Though, that miserably generally regarded incident's truth could never be exposed by them. Consequently any truth must go on being behind clandestine top secret, though otherwise, her death could have been merely unfortunate matters' accumulated, nevertheless, to general people, at least for suppressed low class status abiding ones, the triggering actuating thing was, no matter what kind of categorized reality, no probplem, because for people with own frustration, her death and her alive moment's own appearance as impressively beautifully seen generally were accidentally collected in front of them.Though truth was never so important."

His wickedness's own logic was strangely convincing my mind. And the prior to these his mentionings, my returning path was arbitrarily and intentionally oppressed and stemmed me from making well proceeding to my nest.

Anyway, I had to go back to P○nj○b state's our temporary headquarters because I was missioned to take part in his summons for commanding us all at next task and dispatched location.
Nevertheless Craig was seemed to command his all members to capture me at any international airport.Though no matter what kind of bargaining chip could have been given to me, I already had no option at that day.

I threw my using Airport's luggage transporting cart away from my escaping path and I had to look for some private Airport's the best opportunity for returning to my team conference summoned by Sir French Cap and loitering around reddened soil exposed knoll and almost as first impression deserted and desolate wild made me walking around some another downward slope according to my intuitive geographical reading.
Though, one winding small highway was immediately confirmed after going through rugged rocks densely put and naturally installed field.

And that moment my memory smarting to my recollective move and outputted data was these days' topical news that ir○nian one famous enterprise pioneering drone company's presence. H○S○.
As famous at their manufacturing for special need specifically at war with newly developed droning attacking machines, as Sh○h○d 1🔺6.
I immediately checked that maily located positions with my mobile terminal.

However, that enterprise's stronghold was located at ○st○h-○ Esf○h○n. But that was taken to me to go about more than 1.194.3km. Though at least from 12hours to 13 at least in that days' afterward eveningglow coming and setting, but I had to arrive at, and no matter what happened to me, I must find out the field for flying and get the chance to get in some airplane. Necessarily I first thought I should inform my besieged circumstance to my respectful Sir French Cap, but I had already been given some skeptical remark to the team's target as Craig, because I from the beginning had some unidentified strange sympathy to Craig's doing and operation to his members, because I was also Muslim and his chivalry around getting his information at our mission conference. Though I must never betray my team at least in all left missions until I'd propose resignation because my presence must output unnecessary nuisance to any other team member.
To some extent, my that team's truly significant reason was expiring at my respectful older brother Usama's death at the last year's December.

But until that my proposal submission, I must get my mission done no matter what happened to me in returning road.

Deliberating those, I got a orange taxy in my sight to the angle I tried to head for. I raised my left hand for stopping it. And soon I told driver my wanting destination around the location that H○S○.

He with heavy mustache, whisker and beard replied to me talking "A little it takes so long time, but I'll do it, please get in mine."
My deposit I withdrew from my bank account from the Airport ATM(another place had no that machine) was a little more enough taken to him than necessity as insurance to arrive at that location by my arbitrary judgement.
I for the present watching his expression and complexion at my money handing over moment and tried to trust his driving to my hoped destination.

After he started to move his orange taxi cab, for a while my consciousness was clear, but at accumulated some undeniable exhaustion and very longer no pause taken wearisomeness, I fell asleep in that car, necessarily even at sleeping time, my vigilance to anything even around that driver was never asleep like blind eyes.

（Irregularly continued)

Nov. 3rd., 4th. 2022