From two fascinating contemporary ladies' diary or mind's one

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My life was anytime wrapped by family warmth and enjoyable hope encouraged by my parents and as middle class citizen family, my life has been besieged by many future possibilities propaganda.

My generation was at very infantile days experiencing that very shocked September 11attacks, but anybody who was experiencing the day's matter was not obviously true reason around suffering from of my country was in fact unknown. Our same generation ones were 5 or 6 years old. My age was latter.

My youth has been surrounded by very many contradictory social incidents and problems, nevertheless, our minds were in a state usually that matter's vigilant notice was ambiguous around true reason consciousness for us, in general.

My own happy mutually lovable first youth days were held by mutually relatively casually contactable to each other with gals and guys.

My physically necessary conditioned reality has been so positively healthier and as far as concerned with my several experiences, my youth flowering days were secured by free choice, but at least to me, very carefully contraceptive device and that own wisdom were at least at our own generation female ones shared mutually.

Nevertheless, simultaneously, in general, to our generation, some abundantly precise sexually necessary orgasm acquisitive knowledge and own womanish nature obtainable necessity's minimally forgiven pleasure inquiry was never negatively regarded at the same generation ones and the society around us.

To us, necessarily, Y generation ones' idols has been some indispensable common icons. Not to mention of 

 X generation icons but also Z ones, mutually very exciting objects for us, so continuously.

And, to me, individually, one super icon younger lady singer as, for so prominently huge numbers of our generation ones mutually,  admitted presence, one relatively small sized genius girl singer was continuously collecting our concerns and curiosities.

                   ❇️           ❇️           ❇️           ❇️

 

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My life was for the begging days, very nervously overshadowed by first confronting own anxiously emotional mind nationally sharable atmosphere, none the less, according to each own idea attended citizen, not always been regarded, constantly the identical consciousness has been held in mind to each other.

Because at my term I was given birth by my parents, that very nationally nervously overshadowed incidents were already generated, in my baby protective medicine machinery environment, our same generation ones had been surrounded by own ominous social atmosphere we all probably very instinctively tangibly felt in the consciousness as some implicit consensus.

And necessarily we all either afterward had passed through our generation's own initiation around over beyond puberty, first experience around mutually the carnally desirable, my it was ehther very materiaristic and dry realistic one for probably very many ones, and to anyone, not so passionately told to anybody, because from the beginning only so dry consensus around being overshadowed only no romantic emotionally given and attended daily sensing was dominant to anybody, and only that was to us the sole universally shared common consciousness, we could say.  

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 3rd.     2023

（To Ms.N.R. and Ms. B.E.P.B.O)