After all, after arrival at J○p○n, in the end of Th○○l○nd's very long stay for us rather made us unconsciously accustomed to the country's very smart injection of any foreign country's culture e.g. with K-Pop and that attending rhythmic dancing beat was certainly strategical, nevertheless after arriving at J○p○n, obviously any national citizen was seen rejecting any foreign culture movement. And the degree was ever so bigger, at least to me, according to former short stay in the countrx as the same with this time, but in fact, J ○p○n○s○ from the beginning, at any rate, any exported culture essence at some domain, anybody must have run at only shutting out any unknown them from any other country, even if not so a few entering foreigners as the business concern long stay abroad for them, any J○p○n○s○ could have neglected any exported culture and spirit.

We after all came to J○p○n at Y○k○t○ U○ Airforce Base with J○p○n○s○ Self Diffence Force corporating management and accomodated us as Sophia, Saddham, Armad, Ambartsm, and Vito who had stood by there except me, for investigating any Craig's conspiratory sea of trees around Mt. F○j○'s foot territory, only he came and went from Y○k○t○, Z○m○ camp, to Ats○g○ Airforce base and in turn from Ats○g○ to y○k○t○ through Z○m○. And J ○p○n's national Sh○nr○n park（as forests park) for taking a look for checking the proper field battle training location for counterattack against Craig's syndicate employing members. Necessarily they all used only air guns and razor irradiation as mimic air gun's shooting taking special permission from the park's cooperation to our C○A's special mission.(from y○k○t○ base to the park, about 40km needed to drive at our rent-a-car).
By the way, at Apr. 22nd was Y's (that time I was handled over from her absence) death memorial day at another month as J○p○n○se Ts○k○-M ○○n○ch○, I all the day, recollected my own brain impressed late-Y rereading Y's memo she left to us as transmited sentences she sent us at her dying moment. And I immanently sweared our unit's own revenge to Y's sacrifice for keeping clandestine data to any other one.

Anyway, to my eyes, in Japan, any foreigner's true personal identity is never rooting, that matter must prove their nature as the indifferent. Because they do never discriminate any foreigner nor never believe the one so from the bottom of their heart. By the way not as much as Th○○l○nd, they only passed through South K○r○○n culture not trying to root, only having fashionable curiosity. Otherwise, that genius singer-song writer Ms. Billie Eilish's "bad guy" was her personal song around her own impression to only instantly curious to anything as Japanese nature, none the less, she respects artist Takashi Murakami so earnestly, but that must be caused from his exceptional talent.

At bushes, field training at national forest park needed some the best song for actively mobilizing our physical capabilities, though necessarily we selected Back Street Boys' "Don't Go Breaking My Heart", because the song had some elegiac nuance around battle destined human mind.
At break time, I sat on the bench by Sophia accidentally she was nearly moved at her conducting mainly for our unit's new Arabics two ones, as Palestinian crews except Saddham beside my conducting to Vito and that Saddham and she whimsically talked to me.
"How do you feel the first and the last mission for you as Y?"
To her that asking, I sent her my words like next.
"To me, surviving my own life means merely breaking my withering and squashing being at setback recovered to not broken ordinary heart as simply cheering it and rebuilding my another mind."
In front of Sophia, I was awkward at bluffing, making her trust me in no questioning so brave hhearted. Though she was selected as next Y.

My mind at that moment autonomously recollected dead Y's memo she transmited to each crew as her substantial suicide note. Her it was like next.

Y's mobile phone personal diary at 2022

April 1st. Aready in Ukraine war was generated two months have gone. But recently my private circumstance was gradually worsened, because already beforehand Afgh○n○st○n was monopolized by T○l○b○n government as their recapture from U○A army and governmental control, my personal crisis hunch was utmost deteriorated moreover. Because when I was walking at heading for supermarket at holiday, I got some feeling to be chased since two years ago, that frequency was more and more accelerating in daily my ordinary sensed reality. 

Probably they in unidentified objects for me, probably extreme patriots of Arm○n○○n military course advocacy unit's several intelligence agents. They basically seen had sympathized stance specifically to R○ss○ and its military course abiding conservatism.

My home country is located, to Caspean Sea, roughly positioned as South Western territory, and at ancient eras at so larger extent our ancestors had settled, but through middle eras, so many other adjacent settling ethnic units had mutual hostility and real battle, though consequently, our own territory was overspreaded by many other ethnic units with Moslims or so, and our own ancestors were dispersing to and fro, my directly relevant ancestors had settled at St○p○n○k○rt which had been besieged by Az○rb○○j○n Republic mainly Moslim habitants historically overspreaded around C○uc○s○s regions and consequently our family was interspersed to and fro and we had been called by major population ones as Az○rb○○j○n, enclave but originally to us, they are so, that was our family pedigree's general commonsense.
At 21century's 90s, so harsh conflict was made so frequent, and those days, globally our ethnic dispersion obliged citizens were displaying own solidarity. And to it, those days, in terms of counterattack intention to S○v○○t Union, the U○A was advocating our national unity.

Nevertheless, afterward, gradually, with global geopolitical circumstances, to us, rather R○ss○○ was made as our regional conflict's main supporting medium. Those days' reconciling medium was owed by those days' Ir○n. Prime Minister was R○fs○nj○n○.

My family directly was concerned with Oggy as Arm○n○○n Moonshine as illegally manufacturerd liquor. My pedigree's main formal vocation was almost that relevant distillation products manufacturing with stills, distillation apparatus and distilate stocking with fellows' peddling and commerce intervention and financing historical wisdom made them establish Eastern India Company's several integral roles making them into building a pipe to European economically main countries network.

Nevertheless N○g○rn○y K○r○b○ckh conflict had become screwed up obviously, our ethnic country's main supporter was becoming R○ss○○. 
By the way, I was born in St○p○n○kert at '86. But our family together emigrated to L○b○n○n at my 7years old days at '93 as Century's last days. Necessarily we all had settled at A rm○n○○n L○b○n○s○ settling zone. That our ethnic historical circumstances were deeply concerned with Diaspora as afterward conversion into Christianity of which current was united with the Eastern Orthodox Church's manner and tradition.
After all, we Arm○n○○n had Arm○n○○n Apostlic Church as Non-Chalcedonian Orthdox Churches. 
We necessarily had west-sided many culture and that relevant many human network was given to my family and speaking language was at our own community only Arm○n○○n, but once going out from our home's resident's zone, Ar○b○c, Fr○nch and English were all so important. I knew very many west-sided human network and got these concerned jobs more and more.

（Irregularly continued)

May. 4th.  2023