To us, eassentially, only diffusing stressful mind and meditative healable mind arranging are mutually very different to each other.
Because former frequently needs merely so exciting stimulus and very momentary necessary own effectively instigating material. And the necessity rather demands own demoniac materials for maintaining our own sustainable vigor for surviving these days' own busy and vigilantly concentration demanded daily routine.

On the other hand, truly healing effective time spending are substantially very different to each other.
In other words, we very paradoxically rather need us to survive hell tasty daily busyness. For prosecuting any heavy tasks, we positively acquire any wicked minded strategical sturdy tension kept own severely sprinting running. From the beginning, we need us have own desperate mindset as liquidating any romantic fantasy at only pickin up minimally necessary core parts and only necessary elements. Any unnecessary odd parts forsaking mindset as decisive idea should be left behind of us. 

These all our daily own doings are intrinsically so negating any easy healable mindful time spending at some necessity gulping own consciousness.
The mindset to some ironical extent obviously must head for any easy on purpose which intends to get us almost machinery sensitive denial to any easygoing running. 

Though, we'd completed those procedures, for the first time, we'd obtain truly accomplished mind in paradoxically healable emotion and healing mentality. 
These immanently substantial switchable conversion or overturn occasional acquisitive, one time running means very daring bringing or harvesting in only mechanically signified intrinsicity arrival to our mind room.

Though, we essentially want very another healable value sensing and so manic diffusion to any unnessary stereotyped healable effect. Because we are already slave for certain survival. Though we want to exclude any unnecessary romantic illusion.
At some dimension, we need to make any warm soup made dry ginger ale in intending mind for accustoming our sensitivity with for a while abandoning global harmony, but rather blocking unit courage abiding heavily hard coordination should be applied to our mind, because, our global population had been swollen so much, though, we need have very sturdy effective absolute obeyable criterion. It must be precise synchronicity. 

(Irregularly continued ）

May.18th.     2023