At least in terms of her, Ms. Billie Eilish is never judge nor opt her the most important and beloved one as lover or spouse as husband according to money or so, because she needs constantly some creative possibility and that realizable effective beautiful road.

In fact, in my life, how could I have that fascinating intoxication except netting and knowing her presence at any site? Anytime I question to myself. Actually, her presence made my life so creatively rose and red. To still and sunken blue appearance, rose and reddened color was overrapped on my mind.

At the matter of fact, since she came out on global stage, she had been constantly exceptional, no other one ever came out on the earth must exist. 
Ms. Billie Eilish Pirate O'Connell is probably not like orthodox angel nor normally standard angel heated deva ever came out on the earth, because her stance is anytime so cooler and that wise view is rather mannish, and dandy like so cool tough guy tasty performance.

E.g. Ms. Liza Minnelli was surely fascinating and enchanting so many guys eyes and spirit. But she is very normally tough and angel hearted lady, but she has own not personally expressional around her own emotion, but Ms. Eilish is different, because she honestly shows, displays booing sign either to anybody, that frankness is never relatively refferable to anyone. 

Certainly, these days, the typed deva is not that exceptional, Ms. Tailor Swift, Ms. Ariana Grande are also very honestly displayable character, nevertheless, only Ms.Billie Eilish is exceptional also around that view. Because she very frequently displays so called "fuck" sign to anyone, that defiantly candid performance ordinarily makes any other one so disgusting, nevertheless, if she shows that sign in public, strangely anybody can be on the contrary to ordinary case healed and satisfied with her own performance. 

That is very elegantly exceptional. Ms. Olivia Rodrigo is very honest and splendid singer, but she is also very womanish, but Ms. Ellis his different, she is not pretending, so naturally mannish. 

Necessarily, all those are merely my own subjective impression around her totaled appearance, because she also has very ordinary and not so esily displaying her own appearance, but that is after all not that integral, because to us, her own appearance is satisfied with her really displaying it, only it satisfies. 

After all, her gender is woman, and her job is deva, but she is over ordinary woman or lady, but rather one so deliberately thinking and posing one very exceptional presence on stage, TV broadcasting reality, and any kind of site on internet. Because constantly she has own remark and own subjective opinion, and she does never hide nor keep secret around it, that satisfied attitude shows her self certain confidence. 
Ever, wird film "LA Confidential" was released, but at her case, Global Stages Confidential, Global Sites Confidential, Global People Cutiosity Confidential. 

Anyway, only she has some irreplaceable element around writing of her thing, any sacrifice could be accepted for her, that own power she attends anytime at least in front of me. 

From this moment on, my own mind travel around her presence won't meet the end mark. 

(Irregularly continued)

Dec. 4th.    2023

Appendix; I love her as human individual, deva, and one honest lady as younger woman who stands by herself with steady will and ambition. Day by day, human individual thing could change on mind, but around her thing, I won't be changed so much also since now until I die. By the way, booing sign was made also by Janis Joplin, but her it was so honestly irritated, but Billie's it is more cynical and cool, and very smartly, despiting nuance she naturally makes to anyone.