To us, only elegiac and some mercifully sorry and regret object could be to some certain extent sympathized, making us so, surely substantial our own nature is definitely inherently wicked. 

Though, in so sad and painfully depressed feeling, for the first time we can have own mercy and truly compassionate feeling to anybody, you know.

Thus, only blue heart sunshine is at least to our survival circle or community, the sole credible thing for confirming mutually solidarity and own sympathy to each other. 

Though, in confronting our job, certainly only drought and rational idea are necessary, but at the same time, at having our own introspective minded time, definitely also sentimental ideas are also necessary to our own affectionately sympathized idea and that kind of mind. 

Drought necessity and witty and own compassionate necessity are anytime paralleled to each other.

Furiously red hearted state, anybody must have spent at least once, but blue hearted state occasionally, even so bolder and violent rogue or desperado also has occasionally in mind, you know.

Anyway, around what we have so depressed time, we can admit that any cheerful words even are so ineffective, and rather that no exit minded situation rather makes us own detached philosophy so. consciously.  

In fact, in conclusion, rather not that well running, proceeding occasion tells us some obliged our own failure and facing our own depressive minded reality in awakening to our reality's severenes. 

Though, occasionally, let's thank our own blue heart time reality, looking up to the winter overspreading grazed overcast weather so consciously!

(Irregularly continued)"

Dec. 13th.    2023