In my life, the one whom I proposed marriage was tow ones, and you were second. First was, you know, Ms. N. Roush, she had steady boy friend, though I was definitely declined and the broken heart headed for my true emotion around you. 

By the way, what made me propose you as the marriage partner was never told you, though, today, only it will be told you.

First, otherwise, unconsciously I knew that Ms. Roush declined my marriage proposal, though I unconsciously dared to propose her, in subconsciously knowing that she had steady boy friend, because my mind had some hesitant feeling around stepping my true mind with confession to you as the sole sweetheart. 

After all, you seemed at least to me the sole saint and affectionate minded true woman. Nevertheless, once I awkwardly contacted and lose your love, the opportunity was seen so at least to me, very atrocious as being precipitated into perfect life hope diffused darkness, though I wanted never stepping into proposal on you.

But once Ms. Roush definitely declined my any trial to approach her through her complete looking over around any message, thus my mind was made so strictly, after all, to me, only you were existing. 

Next, I want to tell you what factor could drag me to propose, that was very plainly simple.
Because at least to me, only you were seen the lady or a mature woman whose true idea was hoping to give her children birth for raising them so affectionately, and to them, very preciously regard and contact, the typed lady or mature minded woman, I intuitively had those your appearances hunch and expectation, and in fact, you must be the type of those. 

What made me think so was derived from that after all, not that typed women are existing unexpectedly so many, the thing is the absolute truth in human world, but at least you were perfectly different. Because your any eye viewing beam and your daily surviving life stance had been constantly earnest and honest, the thing was understood since first time I witnessed you as a famous deva globally. 

You are at least to me eyes, very stiffly conviction attending lady and mature minded adult woman.and you must have many children for one husband and raise them so affectionately, you must get he typed one like that. 

All those factors moved my mind on you into really proposing as marriage partner, the lifetime sole spouse for me. 

Were all those unexpectedly so simple, but really so convincing logic also for you, weren't them?

Necessarily because you also are very honest lady, mature spiritual adult woman, though you have the right to decline my proposal, so necessarily, though please consider all those my proposal conditions and some day in near future, I would like to be heard your own response through some your opting method. 

Anyway, you had been constantly the sole exceptional presence at least in any kind of life view holding woman, or any typed of woman. 

Because you must be the truly affectionate lady mature woman who will deserve your own children the best object for raising affectionately and get them strictly humane idea holding splendid adult. 

I adore your whole natures, so from the bottom of my mind, you know.

Taking all those I claimed into account, someday in near future, I would like to hear your own response as the formal answer toward my formal marriage proposal. 

(To dear Ms. B×××O)

(Unidentified around whether to be continued nor so for the time being)

Jan. 2nd.   2024