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Only You are Different around Any Factor, but.. f.

As my first premise I want to tell you is like next.


Certainly, when I was knowing you to me, you were already globally so famous as one celebrity, but it was never my main reason to get you as my lovable one, that was an accidental fact at least to me.


And certainly you have achieved many stages globally and already built your own assets, and those are merely belonging to your life owning condition.


Meanwhile, my true reason to get you in my emotionally lovable one was not those your own condition, only your own human character and your own humane behavior or so, only those attracted my mind around specifically held idea toward lovable different gender one.


Certainly, you to some globally credible extent had achieved some stably convincing fame and achievement so globally, but probably your true future developable potential vigor and the nature those must have is never seen into the bottom nor into the highest condition yet.


And with many life experiences you'd accumulate according to your own life activity, your life way and own course will become fixed at your own idea.


And, at least to me, all those your own presence nature attracted my mind so much, at this regard as much as any other ordinary fan of you, my mentality was never so outstandingly exceptional, to it, I honestly admit it.


But I have so enough life spending experience around aging and spending long years lifetime, though to you, my idea can be seen so noisy, thus, tiny my talk to you should be abstained so deligently. Necessarily, I will do so to you.


Only what I want you to understand is my lovable mind on you is never calculating nor only curiosity abiding whimsical idea. Necessarily you can never believe it so easily, I can understand your that idea either. 


But in almost lifetime, even once I had no true lifetime rejoice so mindfully, to the one, you want to say only, "It's none of my business." Yes, even that speech can be free option to you, certainly it must be necessary as well. 


But if you will have very unfortunate accident or kind of very mentally sufferable matter irresistibly in your lifetime, I would like to encourage your own mind healing your own sadness, that responsible mindset and the holding self confidence are equipped on my mind so deeply. 


You probably will never precipitate yourself into any unnecessary hell reality, I believe in your own saving power for your life, though I got me into loving emotion and minded days around contacting your own presence. 


Today, my claiming content should be quitted at this indication, anyway, because you have own celebrity status, though I got me in love with you, that indication is never true thing at least yo me, even if you were ordinary lady walking on the street, I must have proposed her our own marriage. 


Next occasion, more precisely each life necessary items, I would like to suppose you at this series.


(Irregularly continued)


(To Lovely Ms. B×××O)



Jan. 3rd.    2023


Appendix; You will engage yourself in your own songs creation and singing vocation, and I believe in your own running, but even if you will have some stumbling block on the road of your own profession, I believe in your own transaction and finding way for rehabikitating, and if you will change your course around your life, I will follow your own course, and you will have certain success at well running for singer creator road or not that one with some life job course switch, anyway you will get you in certain success, I believe in those your own erastically smart and penetrating nature, though I got me in truly lovable stance and emotion to you to meet in own sites. That has no fake nor lie at least to me around you. Please believe my those ideas.