Your own affectionate nature paradoxically is with some accidental turn into skeptic emotion made so cold blooded at least to me. 

The switching in turn is very unexpectedly regarded, thus to me, your smiley expression by itself is seen so spooky and wield, thus my emotion is constantly trembling between craving love and exhausted in bottom of despair. 

Some chameleon tasty switching turning speed is seen so atrociously sadistic in easily spoiling every attatched emotion. The mind by itself is torn to pieces into ground ash. 

After all, your own appearance means merely perfectly pretending to any attracted one.

Easily seeing through every your own attitude certainly exhausts my own daily neatly arranged feeling in some accidentally made occasion, you know. 

You are almost Quaker religious. At least yo me, in contacting with your own expression.
And, your that own cooler and seeing through expressing appearance must make me so nervous aroundidentifying your own idea and minded state positively or negatively. 

In the end, I am obliged to judge that you are one of own iron skin thickened face mask, the volume is so enough that my emotion is never insinuating under your skin, all those are easily bounced back to my body and mind. 

You are only penetrating any wall, because everything must be the wall for your mind, in other words, to you, world by itself must be the thickened layer, and it should be smashed for displaying anyone with me, so at own attraction. 

Your eyes are absolutely transparent, though the cold sharpened beam means one cold blooded beauty, but actually it's so attractive and also fascinating, the thing annoys me in deeply trespassing mode.

To you, my engraved pain serially made running won't be deterred yet so soon. Because your own irony and definitely enchanting eyes beaming must be one so skeptically injecting own sword thrusting.

(Irregularly continued)

Jan. 8th.     2023