In whirlpool for engaging my soul and spirit to very bigger icons of next country, I knew you. 

As I mentioned in your insta site, you are at least to me, very exceptional one, because when I see you through any site, you inherently have constant two completely another sided nature at a stretch.

That is, one is very ordinary my country woman side, and another is very diffrent to us, as some European sided nature, you know. 

I am in frank very older than you, probably older than your father, but my mind is anytime so refreshened and so younger, at least to my mind, that idea is constantly attached.

Anyway, you once taught that truly important partner can never be easily obtained, but very long lasting mind is necessary for convincing at least around making the one my own spouse. 

That idea is easily outputted in my mind. Anyway, after all, human surviving world is very incomplete, any individual is so and necessarily, any unit either.

But at another occasion, I will tell the same thing in Japanese, we should of course if you will be my own one, have both lives as the one used in English and in Japanese, my own job is so and your either.

For the present, now, my mind is simply wanting you to be my side, thus I wanna say to you now, I want you by my side. 

Necessarily, making it so steady, many thing to do is subjected to me, but now I want you to know my that mind.

(Irregularly continued)

Feb. 8th.   2024