Decided mind and body in sensed your own day makes you aware of your physiologically and mentally hidden smother your own greedy nature, you know.

In intoxicate state of your body, you must get yourself only marionette in plessed acme, but that state makes you unexpectedly calmed mind from the beginning, because sensed very peaked time must make you another dimensional ideas as emptiness welcoming autonomous minded ones. 

But in fact, emptiness makes you another pleased state demanding mind as well. 
The own philosophy will make you more considerable minded ideas, that must be death acceptance in awareness. 

That is accepting marionette in your own life, you know. Your mind is from the beginning only controlled machine. However, in the condition, you can make you out from only controlled state into another subjective working out spontaneity. 

Your own postulating mind will guide you into very strangely not having any pain,  hurt sense proof own sturdiness. 

Nevertheless, your body by itself must leave your own pain as well. Though body Satan make you own evading idea with very sensually pleased sense as well.

Though, when you will lose completely the pain, the moment, you will lose sensually pleased sense as well. After all, physiologically, losingn pain means that you lose pleasantly sensed state as well. 

Thus, after all, your bodily own marionette means only stick left at devastated field, you know. 

Fire beams injecting own flaming strength into your eyes, that fire could be only illusion your mind makes you,  you know. 

(Irregularly continued)

Feb. 14th.    2024