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Upturned Eyes’ Ladies Ballad II g. 2.

To her, Ms. Billa Scottish had been for so long period very interested and attracting presence in same entertainment circle, despite of that she was older than her, but she had felt certainly own very strongly impressing character and some unexpressinable own gift, to her, constantly Duelly had that own strongly attracted mind and idea to Ms. Billa Scottish.


Her own levitating was welcoming climax at watching her own future prospective view in her own mind. That could have been naturally made through her own mazed minded visit to many places and meeting with Billa Scottish. 


After all her own roaming days will fruit some another typed her life which will guide her to very nostalgic but somehow never diffused her own childhood days own injured heart and simultaneously very healable first experience as anxiety for bodily switched period welcoming or so for one clever girl. 


Necesssrily, Ms. Billa Scottish was never that younger, her age was younger than Duelly, and in her apperance, some identical image of herself at several years ago was somehow overlapped in her mind, thus, specifically her visit to Duelly's dressing room was very moved recent past for her. 


Her own friend of hers Veronica as the TV director she knew after she made debut in the same entertainment circle was at the corridor at TV station building saying to her when they were passing each other, "Lately, your expression could be changed so gay and enjoyable, rather than several years ago, we mutually met, what changed you in your own life?" To it, she laughing to her question, "Nothing, only my makeup technique was evolving, only so, you were noticed with it." She to her responding answer, only laughed, but surely, her atomodphere around facing any other one was drastically switched at least at her having own impression for the one who could meet directly.


After all, one human nature is composed with plural elements with each meeting to other one mutually different person in showing own expression among one person's own complexity nature as plurality displayable one character in change. Thus strictly one totaled synthesized personality otherwise will be only proved as fake or pretending. 
And, in frank, on the hallway walking, locomotion in the city or anything can be the same, the nature is each situational switch instinctive acquisitive time on locomotion. And that thing by itself will be replaced with her own next new song theme, she awarded of it, and the same theme addressing also in each life ages, the different days feature must give the songs she creates mutually different tasty facing mind to anyone, any place and world by itself. 


She had some exceptional feeling and emotion around her own future in getting her recovered toward believing the other one's own saying to her regarding as not that malice intentional, own kindness. The own spiritual progress made her proceed own another cycle with newly created her songs, to her own life, and when she used train, bus, or walked, any appearing picture to her eyes, she could get them all positively regarded encounters, the mind step was confirmed by her own those days affection, to it, some people said to each other, " Recently she surely changed from what she ever was, don't you feel so?"


Her next lyrics, song using beat and composed own image was clarified at walking in the city, downtown and her own home zone, because she could hum any orginally given lyrical world in taking all so positively. 


Fin.




Mar. 12th.     2024



Appendix; For the time being, this time can have this novel finale, but this story could serially be jointed with another Duelly's own mind travel in lifetime, that hunch now overshadows my whole mind.