In this our human society, nobody is never influenced by some other one when the one had been so younger, that is almost necessary truth in any human society. 
Nevertheless, more older aged in passing so long years in getting old, to the fact, almost ones are prone to forget the truth. And it proves that human thing is so absurd.

But simultaneously, nobody thinks that we all human being is perfect at doing anything, because we all have been using our the sole earth environment so terribly abusing any resource only for spending luxly life at switching any mode at using any convenient tool in only Capitalism principle preserved as the sole human justice, thus, after all, presceding only our ethical justice, earth environmental destruction had been unnecessarily destructed at misusing any example, indeed. 

And in terms of political justice abiding act, as well as environmental destruction, we all have been doing any absurd act at hegemonic relationship with each other. Thus, as Ms. Greta Thornburg says, after all, we all are strangling our own necks and almost chock us into extermination of us all.

One so violent tyrant was launching absurd warfare to adjacent country, no other country stops nor convinces the one to quit the war so bravely, only it mentions any act made by us proves the essentially intrinsic our own absurdity so definitely. 
 
In fact, we all are easily controlled by our own devise as propaganda only for usefully abusing low cost labor power in made believing any cheaper catchy phrase for promoting belief that only Capitalism is the sole justice. Nevertheless, in fact, any communism had been acting only inhuman absurdity around infringing any precious individual human right so absurdly. Thus, so exceptionally, the presence like Charlie Craig could manage globally whole contradiction symbolizing own syndicate as necessity evil sample, we could regard his act as so.  

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After all, any crime act could be irresistible force or not is probably to anybody hardly be proved thing at least on the earth unless our own civilization will be none. Only to our own evil doing, forevermore, no the best medicine nor the best transaction will be provided nor outputted to us so definitely. Because we all are in whirlpool of any problem unsolved strange community and the contradiction.   

But to me, personally, day by day, Tania's presence had been expanded in my own immanent mind and idea. Thus, in near future I after all will head for R◯ss◯◯, thus the country war situation by itself will impact my term to enter in the country.  And in this J◯p◯n, the true information was hardly be gotten so credibly.

We were at some massive period had training at sea of trees around Mt. F◯j◯ for stemming Craig syndicate members guerrilla strategical attack to any place in this country and certainly the stage for them was replaced with first commuter train, and next delux liner on Pacific Ocean, but his philosophy of evil was never replaced with another thing.

I personally at free time visited sporadically to Mt. F◯j◯ sightseeing spots, and enjoyed at beautiful landscape, but there zones habitants mind around keeping personal life had been very exceptional, the idea was anytime attached I my mind. Ever our unit was training at those zones, my own recollective mind told me that "What did it mean, those days our hard training?" 

Anyway, I won't become J◯p◯n◯s◯ nor against J◯p◯n◯s◯ neither. But to me, these two countries presence constantly overshadows my own mind. Those things to me fell under are necessarily, U◯A and J◯p◯n alliance relationships. Necessarily, this country and  U◯A we're basically completely different communication was laid to each other, and tha gap nature degree was extraordinarily bigger than English one and French one as to me, cause mother tongue. Because, in J◯p◯n◯s◯, there had nothing of clarified self personal claiming, but they were taking only one manner, that was no outputting trouble, nor troublesome argume as well as U◯A and my home country Fr◯nc◯. In other words they only tried to make any trouble or any nasty arguement invalidated in no mutual question.  In this country, fundamentally mutual debate was never realizable. And their own interlocked reality meant that only to some degree extent older ones should be respected than younger ones, no other specific regulation was none, and except it, only autonomous interlocked reality was left at any field. Probably, Craig was noticed to all those realities gap between his own country and this J◯p◯n.

Thus, between U◯A and J◯p◯n, only commuter train reality was left as common nature. And only the situation was not that gapped at my country Fr◯nc◯.

  
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After all, at least to me, in long period staying in Japan, around e.g. U◯ and J◯p◯n partnership is just only social procedural agreement, though mutual mental and spiritual understanding was so diificult to be made for them, I had that typed own idea, consequently. Thus, intrinsically, strategical reciprocity, as reciprocal relevance is merely very expedient, so not tha mutually well understandable nor so perfectly sympathized, only very formally arbitrarily made protcol or kind of some regulatory procedure, anybody implicitly has own arbitrary reason. Thus, after all, our own mission is the same.
 
And, to me, Tania's my minded own illusion had been drifting like mirage, thus to me, my mission expiration moment will approach, the hunch was dominating my own mind even at mission executing moment.

(Irregularly continued)

Mar. 17th.   2024