We all are never applicant around executing any mission, to us only persecuting every mission was once commanded, but simultaneously we have no guarantee around surviving any attending risk in terms of saving our own life by ourselves, nor no declining right, because all mission is clandestinely commanded, and our recruited and consequently applied and dispatched reson was only headquarters intention, but our human right ordinary citizens necessarily have is from the beginning never given nor mercifully provided by any superior officer, thus at this regard, my country's own "Foreign Legion" is falling under us as clandestinely dispatched agent only for intelligence collecting abroad.

We all are never given ordinary citizens right for human being, but instead of the condition, to us, very high reward was constantly guaranteed. In this regard, actually, any agent had own luxury life so individually, but nobody should never disclose, nor confess our own mission to any ordinary citizen. If we'd do so, personally, our own life won't be saved. Probably, C◯A had employees another agents only for liquidating any betraying agent probably at foreign country for the espionage mission commanded one. At this regard, we all were only expendables as well.

Nevertheless, in fact, we could have own easy mind as well so unexpectedly. The mind was probably what only the ones whose mind is very detached at prepared for breaking through all so dangerous mission so decisively and already to all those troubled missions, we are never attached to unnecessarily tension held mind, in other words, to us, the most dangerous idea and mind must be unnecessarily conceiving not that well done hunch around inactive and negatively regarded own unease and dangerous anxiety. Because after all, to any hardship or any troublesome mission we all are given, only believing in our own power we potentially have in mind must have us break through and persecute any dutiful act so smartly and effectively. In other words, lack of our own potentiality as losing self confident minded must be the most avoidable condition to us, consequently to us all. 

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In our own realities world, or to say, carnal community, no other thing but our own childish nature only adult persons by and large are apt to keep in mind must be some easy to diffuse nasty and hardly positive thing or so. In other words, to any typed of adult one, only unnecessary pride or any kind of vanity abiding own conceit is the most dangerously noticeable nasty thing to handle, in other words, all we have to overcome must be those unnecessarily conceivable unnecessary prides or kind of easily draggable own conceit. For us who are engaged in so danger easily calling own risky situationed job content, the mindset and ordinary fetched clever mind and idea are the most indispensable item for anybody. 

Eric Capton's very older number had "Pretending", to us, only the care we should keep up with in mind is unexpectedly integral, because we all are known to our own wicked mind so attentively. After all, to us, only interlocked reality, personally, and publicly given, those own circumstances all can be own meaning, and to it, how we can drive or deal with is constantly questioned to anybody, thus fundamentally we all are anytime exposed with only game theory dominant reality, both easily and severely to anyone. Probably at those realities, Christianity, Moslim, Buhdism or so in mutually own laid gap must have no specific distance to each other. In thinking around those things, to me, not only Tania but also first Y to us whose last moment was voluntary suicide in recollection of her beautiful and wisely smart expression.

In recollecting any expression around first Y to me, occasionally very older my lover Tania's expression was overlapped so accidentally, otherwise so necessarily. Thus, to me, leaving moment from J◯p◯n was coming, I definitely aware of the fact, so secretly. 

In the end, to our own subjective mind, only personal mind can be left, and to our own personal mind, only subjective mind can be left as remained so at attached mind. That is probably individually public mind, idea and our own daily attached thought. Thus, basically composed idea, attitude is made through our own abandonment around desirably unnecessary ideas from our immanent mind.  

And as long as our own body can move, money is only for using not saving so much, after getting so older for keeping easily our own vigor, money should be kept sonstably. 

After all, we all were every time obliged to make so frequently heavy locomotion. Only keeping up with doing so made us all own identity.l

(Irregularly continued)

Feb.18th.     2024