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Blonde Immanent Illusion b./ Helen’s Lover 2.

Blonde is on diverse historical background. And, very accidentally some exceptionally beautiful ones can attract many guys also these days. 


Necessarily, not only blonde but also any other typed lady can certainly attract me and in fact, have attracted me for long years. But after all, first fam fatal meeting for me definitely had fixed my own view and idea around beautiful lady as settled idea in whole lifetime.


And it can prove that life running in lifetime means focussing everything as necessity and not that thing in discriminating mind. And, to some ones, certainly only blonde beauty own shadow is attached at deeply immanent mind to some certainly fixed members of guy. And the favor had been almost inherently given nature. To them, any other typed one at least in terms of spouse won't be raised even at idea nor consciousness.


Necessarily, blonde beauty has so fixed very cold blooded ones so much as fixed share, nevertheless, to any male spouse, their beauty will function and work absolutely credible bland as absolute beauty will be guaranteed figure appearance and life stable income secured, guranteed life to them and their own children. Nevertheless even if the beauties will be cold blooded, as survival strategical term abiding merit will work out so certainly.


To them, at each one, perfectly "I" and world. To them, "I" is never mindset world, but definitely "I" and world except it, ultimately selfish mind was there and to them, only privileged consciousness like that is very integral, indeed.


To blonde and the ones whose spouse is blonde, blonde beauty, "I" and any other trivial things and matters, and the ultimate selfishness by itself satisfies. After all, to blonde lovers, only selfish minded definite egoism is the sole trustworthy idea, ideology and moral.


Only to blonde, they can errect, nobody can understand nor sympathize the one's mind except the ones who had magnificent memory with blonde beauty, that's the global truth for beauty lovers and absolute beauty in pair with own egoism. That's the Oscar Wilde novel world. And b


Probably his own Narsis was caused from his own ideally regarded different gender one's nature. And some flexed idea must have been indwelled on his mind. Rather crooked prejudiced idea could be made own artistic form that must be Wylde's literature feature. 


But in fact, at least to me, blonde beauty woman in general ordinarily attracts my heart palpitation. Necessarily harmonized balance with face expression with cheeks, lips, or any part, and those own beauty must be the most influential factor to love some lady. And those days my life first stage lovable mind have Bern dragged into my depth in immanent heart and brain. 


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Apr. 21st.    2024